Gah! I'm out of ideas... hmm.. spaghetti... football.. buffy... eliza... Kxin...

OUR NEWEST RENAISSANCE CHOIR 2 VIDEO PRODUCTION.

2007-09-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

Music: Gwen Stefani - Sweet Escape
Casts: Members of SGMS Renaissance Choir 2

We proudly present to you our second 'music video', OUR SWEET ESCAPE = Choir!! hehehe
Enjoy the video...

Before that... Jump to my new blog URL!!!

It'll be there!!!

www.kxin.blogspot.com

Btw, it's still under construction.. So might be some errors and some hideous templates going on.. hahahahaha
ENJOY!!

Cherry Tree: The Musical - Behind the scenes

2007-09-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

I, Ng Ke Xin was part of the production of Cherry Tree: The Musical produced and performed by many members of the Soka Gakkai Malaysia, Selangor .

It was the first ever musical done on a big scale lasting for more than an hour! hehehe.. I'm a proud backstage crew and always will be. Thanks goes out to the members on my team, Angeline, Ann, Fabian, Robin, uncle Lawrence and much more for all the hard work!

Now, before I proceed with the events on the real day I shall give u guys a sneak preview of the pictures soon to come.. I'm still busy and still lazy to blog so here are some pics. (Most pics courtesy of Chai Chung Han)

Actually, go to his page to see all the pictures! I shall leave u guys with one!

"Stage, Lights, ACTION!!!"
(whatever you see here is done by the Graphic Group of SGMS)

To Lim Chia Woon

2007-08-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIAU PO..

I bet you were really surprised to see a bunch of us at Leo's Cafe yesterday.
HOpe you liked it girl! hehehe.. see? eventhough we're not in high school we still celebrate for you!

hahahaa..

HAPPY 19th Birthday! ;)

btw, here's a pic of CWoon crying..!! hahahaahahaha.. ENJOY!!

HAHAHA!! GOTCHA GIRL!!

ALL THE HARDWORK!!

2007-08-04T09:21:00.000+08:00

Has finally paid off!!

Go here!! http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2007/8/4/central/18446474&sec=central

Hahhaa... I'm gonna blog soon about my experience for the 'CHERRY TREE MUSICAL'!
Hopefully get some pictures up as well..
Hope everyone is well!

I'm on HOLIDAYS!! HAHAHHAA

Hahaa.. I may regret posting this up..

2007-07-26T12:08:00.000+08:00

Here's our long awaited dance performance for our Music Class!! ahahaha... enjoy...

Song is remixed by Andrew and choreography also by Andrew.
Team : Anonymous
Members: Andrew, Ke xin, Shireen, Dennis, Diana and Fion.
Vid: By Gary..
(forgive the chinese music and the end, it's not part of the performance) hehe..

Back from Perhentian!

2007-07-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

Sun, sand and sea. Beautiful!!! That's what I can say.

On the night we left (Thursday), we took a bus to Kuala Besut which I think is all the way in Terengganu. The bus ride there was okay but really tiring 'cause the bus driver was driving quite fast. Couldn't really sleep much 'cause it was a bumpy and rocky way there. And the only problem is the place they stopped to give the passangers a break which I shall name it as - the rest stop from hell.

Anyways, when we got there it was 5.30am and we thought we could get there around 8am. We walked around the Jetty and it was nice as we could see the sea and everything. It's been a long time since I went on a 'beach' holiday. We ate breakfast at a mamak stall there. Then we found out from the resort's agent that we could only leave the jetty at 10am. So we practically waited 4 hours there doing nothing and getting really restless.

When it was 10, we got on the boat with a bit more enthusiasm and cheerful selves. It was a great feeling sitting on the speed boat with wind going through your hair and the clear blue sea all around you. It was all laughter and smiles 'cause we could feel the holiday mood again. Plus the boat was jumping up and down making our butts really sore!!

When we reached, it was beautiful. Now I shall let the pictures speak for themselves. However, I forgot to bring my camera along for the first day! I'll get the pictures from the guys later and upload it...

THE GANG
(fr. left: Ching Leng, Choon See, Ah Mei, Chong How, Kimmie, Lionel and Sue Ann)

The Place:

Well, this was our view.. hehe.. coz we took the cheapest package of all! but NO COMPLAINTS whatsoever!

Lionel. Ann. Kxin.

The gals.

The gang again, plus our two new friends on the right.. Notice the guy in the middle? It's Man, also known as 50 sen (Malaysian Version)

Snorkelling trips:

Nice huh? This is taken on the 2nd day. The sun is bright and lovely!

That's the goofy me in snorkelling gear.

Pic taken by Ann - who was a bit seasick at that time.. hehe..

Silly us clinging on the side of the boat!

Ann, enjoy-NYER!!!! hehe.. nice pic.. ;) wink wink!

At pulau Susu Dara I think. Look at the sea!

View of the boat...

HAhahaa.. Ah Mei, tenggelam!

Ah mei and Lionel.

Relaxing on the beach... ahhh.. heaven..

Ini dua caught in the act of indecent exposure - to the sun!
Ann and Lionel Sun Tanning.

Heheheheh! the pic speaks for itself.

Last day at the resort.

Feeling a bit, nostalgic? (ps: they weren't posing, they were really admiring the view)

Me and Ann on the boat on the way back.

Buh-bye Cocohut... :(

And another...

Food from the rest stop from HELL. Guess what Ann's trying to say with her hands?

Camwhoring in the bus....

Will update soon.!
Love,
Kxin

When a blog runs into a wall of bricks..

2007-06-25T16:39:00.000+08:00

Now I'm in trouble!

Look at the difference between my previous and current blog post. I haven't updated in like a month. I guess most people have taken my link off their lists! Anyways.. I don't seem to have the time to blog nowadays. Give me some incentives please?

Current updates:
YAY! GOING on a trip to Pulau Perhentian this Friday to Sunday.
Sun, sand and sea! The 3 out of 4 things I love the most!! *wink wink*. Unfortunately, I had to push most of my stuff and assignments to this week so I'm gonna face 2 and 1 mid-term exams on Wednesday and Thursday respectively. So I guess there's not much time left for me to read my topics again.. GAHHH.. I'm knees are getting weak.

Music Class assignment
Guess what my group is gonna do? Hahhaa... Dance! If you tell me it was a dance, it'll be perfectly fine for me but DANCE? Sighhh.. I totally don't have any confidence in that field. And we have to pick a genre and stick to it. Luckily, Andrew's gonna choreograph the whole dance so I guess it's going to be alright. Fingers totally crossed. Our style? JIVE!! *shakes hips - looking like a huge hippo*

Life condition?
Well, I've been facing a pretty huge problem for this semester! My forgetful self is acting up again. I can't remember my assignment due dates, exam dates or what activities I have to do. Stuff just keep slipping my mind and it's really affecting me horribly. I can't concentrate in class (coz i have a bad lecturer which I'll personally type a whole post about it later) and I totally have no mood for class. Been pretty busy with 'The Cherry Tree Musical' project of SGMS 'cause I'm involved in the Graphic group which works on the set and props for the whole show. Trust me, we got lots to do as our stage is going to be damn huge. I'm busy and most of the time in SGM every night!

Now?
I'm in college.. pretty bored.. I have to present for the 'High Achiever's Program' in SIT's marketing project tomorrow. Don't feel like doing it though 'cause I don't have a drive or desire to do so! Gahhhh..

I guess i'm gonna go now... Wish me luck for everything!

Miss all of you guys ;)

Love,
Kxin
ps: I think i need to go to the toilet for 'big business'! Gahhh but i'm in COLLEGE!! noooo!!!

Pleasure vs. Happiness?

2007-05-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile huh? Honestly speaking, I have a lot in mind for the past few weeks... Been extra busy and have been a really forgetfully person as well.. Sigh.. I'm sorry to all 'cause I've just been very preocupied...

Today I took the liberty to 'start' blogging again because there's a question which bothers me since just now. Today in Moral Studies class we were told to define or explain what is Pleasure and what is Happiness to us. As usual, people would come up with lame and funny stuff such as having a girlfriend/boyfriend would explain the term of happiness. Some came up with very good answers though. I particularly love all my LAN courses because Mr. Chia, the lecturer really helps to jog your minds and require you to have very critical thinking skills.

He struck a nerve in everybody when asked about 'what will make you happy in your life?' saying generally that it's sad that a person lives just to survive, instead of living their life . General answers like "earning a huge income, striking the lottery and getting married, having kids" were given by most of us. None really showed or said that we ourselves know what makes us happy. Those answers given can be categorized as pleasure or a temporary happiness because it only affects you for that certain period of time in my opinion.

What's the difference between pleasure and happiness then?

That question is something I have yet to discover the answer. I am very content and satisfied with my life but what would make me achieve the feeling of absolute happiness? One thing is for sure, I'm very happy when I see the smile on the faces of my loved ones or feeling proud for the achievements of others. That would be something or 'happiness' that can last a lifetime in me, and my memories.

Previously on Sunday, we had a Soka Family Day in SGMS and I had the chance to see my youngest brother (Brian), performing with his other String Chamber friends on stage, doing something he liked. The expression on his face is priceless when he saw me sitting right in front of the stage on the floor with the other little kids. At that instant seeing him concentrating and smiling, tryin to do his best made me feel very proud. Till now, I still am for him being brave enough to perform in front of thousands of people in the hall. He looked so smart and skillful. It put a very huge smile on my face. That to me is happiness...

I guess you can say, pleasure is just a temporary happiness while happiness is absolute. No matter how you define it, it's just to hard to correctly give a precise and meaningful answer. Perhaps to me, pleasure is happiness experienced by only one person while happiness is shared and experienced by others around you as well. Pleasure serves to bring joy to only an individual while happiness affects people around an individual.

So, what do you think is the difference between pleasure and happiness? What defines pleasure and what defines happiness to you?

To all, it's time we start to truly think about the nature and meaning of our existance in life. Living just because you want to survive is not happiness, it's just like living like a zombie. Set goals, determine what you want to do for yourself and others. As for me, seeing people smile brings me great happiness everyday.

Now that that's out, I can finally think a bit more freely. Sorry for pushing a heavy thought at this time of a day. :) I shall enjoy what is yet to come in the future!!

Love,
Ke Xin aka kxin

Miss, mana IC?

2007-04-10T03:34:00.000+08:00

FYI : This post was meant for 19/3/07

Work, tests and assignments have been plaguing my life for the past few weeks! I'm sorry to everyone, especially my blog for neglecting it. Hehe.. Thanks everyone who took the liberty to keep my chatbox alive though.

Anyways, I have a VERY interesting story to share with you all. Some of you might even find it funny!

Last Friday night, on the 17th of March, I attended a Choir meeting in SGMS. After the meeting, a bunch of us decided to go for a wild night out. Doing what you ask? Go watch Mat Rempits? No. Karaoke? No. Movie? No. That's not wild enough! We've evolved much higher than those activities. Hehe.. We decided to hit the clubs and go 'CLUBBING'!!! Why do I sound so excited? Sigh.

I'm already 19 this year and I'm ready for new experiences and trying out new stuff (except for drugs and cigarettes - kids, don't try that at all!). After hours and stressful minutes of pleading my cousin sister to go with us, she finally gave in (well, after her mamak session was cancelled.. sigh.. what kind of cousin is this laa?). Seriously, we asked and asked and begged and pleaded her. I guess our efforts weren't to waste after all. It's all exciting and stuff. But wait.. I don't have anything to wear!! GAHHH!! Damn myself for being such a lazy ass girl who hates shopping.! To solve this problem, I had to hit my cousin's house to get some clothes.

Here's how the story goes:

Who was involved in this scheme? Me, H-Theing, Sue Ann, Andrew, Ivan, Alan and Chai Huat. Hehehe.. You might think they're very unlikely clubbing partners however, they can surprise you! Since there's 7 of us, we drove 2 cars (Ivan's and mine). We reached there around almost 11/12 am plus. I forgot what the place was called but then we walked down full stretches of roads to go to 'Rum Jungle' as recommended by Andrew (mind you, he has been clubbing before).

Unfortunately, they have an age limit. So much for being 19 and older than 18! Their age limit is 21 years old. Ivan being the sales person and innocent looking one, he went to the bouncers and stuff to 'discuss' our problem. Did we get in? Nope. They were pretty keen on sticking to the age limit, which is a very good thing by the way. During that time, Alan teased us for being 'still kids'. I felt pretty immature at that time! Grrrr... Bad Alan!

So, without wasting anymore time, we decided to go to Th** Club ('cause they don't state an age limit clearly). When I went in, I was surprised that not many people were dancing. I guess the picture of people dancing and grinding with each other on a compact dance floor was nicely etched in my brain and this scene didn't live up to that expectation. I looked at Theing and she looked at me back. I guess I was kinda disappointed? But Ann already mentioned that this club isn't that good at all 'cause people don't really dance much.

You have a few UNCLES doing the hip shake and some doing the touching body movements, which is kinda ewwwww if you took some time to think and visualize it. Hehe.. However, the thing that takes it all is a couple (girl and guy) that I saw. They were really near us at the bar and while staring at each other and whispering who knows what in each others' ears, these two decided to give everyone a make out show! Imagine slobbering two faces together while touching and grabbing body parts. Hehe.. They went ON and ON for the whole night. No offence, but you could actually wait till you go home to do that right? We could even 'watch' some ear cleaning action done! Not only at the bar, but on the pool table as well. *Wiggle eyebrows*.

Trying to get into the mood, Ann, Andrew and Theing started dancing and moving to the beat while I just stood and took in all the atmosphere. The boys - Alan, Ivan and Chai Huat were pretty busy with their good friend J.D. After a few minutes and stuff, you could see a lot of people especially guys starting to shuffle. I gotta say, the DJ is kinda annoying 'cause he stops or softens the music at some parts to say stuff like, "Yo yo yo" and "blablablablablas". It cuts steam ya know? (Potong stim laaahhh!!). After awhile, the boys started feeling the boost from the booze and started dancing with the crowd! It was wild and funny to see them having so much fun! (some of them looked like they were high on drugs! heheehehhee..)

OH, did you know that there's a 'Clubbing Etiquette for Dummies'? There's a lot of stuff you gotta remember when in a club ('cause most of the time you're surrounded by people who are either high on booze and maybe drugs). Ya don't wanna mess with them, trust me. Ann told me for example; the small stage they have at sections in the club, you can't just jump on the stage and start dancing 'cause you'll offend a lot of people (Especially if there's a bunch of LaLas right next to the stage you're dancing on). That's coz it's considered rude that you're stealing their limelight. Funny huh? And the 'you shouldn't point at people' rule too.

And just when I was about to get into the mood to party (around 2am), I noticed the club started emptying and the music was suddenly turned off. We thought the club was closing... Low and behold, the annoying Dj took the mic and said, "Please remain calm. Please remain calm. There's going to be a routine check. Don't worry. Please give all your cooperation to the authorities". We were like, "WTF?? Shit. Crap! How? HUH??? For the first time in my life, I'm going to be 'checked'". Those plainclothes policemen went to everyone to take their Id Cards. There's also a policeguy holding a video camera and videotaping the whole process. Now I felt like a criminal. Fuck!

Anyways, they gathered everyone's IC. We were forced to wait there for like an hour, in SUSPENSE! We didn't know what will happen to us and what was the age limit for the club. I was worried about being accused of being underaged. I hate being in suspense. We saw that they kinda stacked the IDs according to age groups and stuff while another policemen was on the phone, verifying the IDs with HQ. One by one they called out the names from the olderst to the youngest. Alan went first followed by the rest of us while Andrew was the last name to be called.

Waiting for our names was just scary... We didn't know what will happen to any of us. When my name was called, an elderly chinese policeguy passed me my ID and gave me an advice, "You're not 20 yet, you shouldn't be in clubs". He was a nice fellow with good manners and stuff, to my surprise. He gave advice like any other fatherly figure would do, not those accusing and despised stares that normally delinquents would get. After we left the club, most of the guys kept teasing and sighing, 'Aihhhh.. next time we don't go with underaged people'. Hehe.. poor guys. Overall, I had a great time and I learned a lot of stuff. So here's my advice for now:

1. Don't believe what you see on Tv.
- You know those segments of 'investigations' on TV where they show you people who are captured and caught doing bad stuff like clubbing. Don't trust those shots 100%. They might be from innocent club goers who just happened to be there on that day. They're not guilty. Plus clubbing is not as 'SINFUL' as you see on TV. I guess they just blow it out of proportions to discourage the youth but it's still unfair for them to do so!

2. There's no clear age limit to whom can go clubbing and whom cannot
- It's so confusing. I'm 19 now. One year older than the legal age. I should be able to get into clubs right? Or is it 21years old? Besides, how about guys? Do they have the same legal age as girls or the clubs can define their own legal age?

3. If i can think of something, I will add in lateR!

Alrighty. That's all for now guys! Hopefully I'll update soon! Give me some response or comments about this. It was a fun experience but I don't hope any of you will have to go through it.

Love,
Ke Xin aka Kxin

Feeling Competitive?!?! Try this out for a change!

2007-03-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

There's a new event in town - happening soon. Check this out!

Hey guys! especially to those footie fans, you may like to put all your talents and skill into this competition! plus, the prizes don't sound bad at all! $$$$

TM ERA OLE K.O is down to its last 2 venues! A 1 minute battle between to people in a metal cage. The aim of the game is to “OLE” your opponent for a chance at winning RM6000!!!!!

18 march at Kuantan Parade … 10am to 7pm

25 march at Cineleisure Damansara … 10am to 7pm

Registration is FREE [Starts 10am – 4pm]

Background of Ole KO:
Ole KO or originally known as Panna KO was born in the streets of the Netherlands: Panna is the Surinam word for "humiliation", which is what you feel when you are "nutmegged" by a player - the ball is passed between your legs. Ole KO championships were held as a celebration of street football. The event consists of a 1-on-1 Knockout tournament with matches played in small cages, with very small goalposts. The most goals after 3 minutes win, but a successful “Panna” / “Ole” automatically wins outright.

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For more info, just log on to www.era.fm

ps:

Two 'overaged' kids visiting an oversized aquarium.. and had tonnes of fun!

2007-03-05T02:22:00.000+08:00

Since it's the holidays and I haven't been doin much besides visiting family members and rushing assignments for Chinese New Year, I decided to go out and hang out in a few places. I don't get to go KL that often and when I go, it's a whole new feeling (speaking like a kampung girl)! So, I asked Sue Ann (KL girl) to bring me out on a fun and adventurous exploration of Kuala Lumpur.. And where did we go to? Hmmmmmm....

AQUARIA KLCC!!!

Here's the lowdown of our exploration!
Firstly, we passed by a LOT of snakes in little tanks. What are they? FISH? Hmmm.. I gotta comment, the little fish tanks they put these snakes in, I don't think it's good for the animals.. Most of them looked stoned! As we 'oohhhed' and 'ahhhed' at the slithery (or should I say still) snakes, we saw a lizards in a few of their tanks, just READY to be eaten!! Gahhh!! the horror! You see, most of the lizards (like those in your houses) have their tails bitten off by the snakes - some of the snakes were even swallowing the wiggling-detached-tails! ewwww...

One had it's tummy full with a lizard and was apparently digesting it. The snake had to stand up or raise its body high just to get the lizard down its stomach.. You can actually see the shape of the lizard! And one bit a lizard on its head and tried to eat it.. after a minute or two struggling with its prey, it starts to swallow but then the lizard comes back to life again and tried to run away! Gross I tell you.. You guys are lucky i don't have a video of it!

We saw monkeys, spiders, tortoise, turtles and so much more! Fishes too of course! here are some pics!

ohhhhhhhh.... BIG CICAK!!!.. yummy fingers?? hehee...

EwwW! a toad! It's size is bigger than our hands.. I shall update another upclose picture of it later on, then you can see the 'boils'.. muahahahaa..

Ohhh.. wouldn't you like to have this fishtank in your living room??

Little girl, HUGE FISH!! Hehe.. look at Ann's astonished stare... :)

JAWS - the 8th!!

Yaghhhh!!! Poser betul.. can you imagine I took this picture while I was moving away?

Got time to pose... hehehe.. too free!

OOOOOOoohhhh... Fisshhieeeesssss.... :D

And another!

One last one before we leave! I shall post up 'silent' videos next time.. see what other mischiefs we were up to! till then!

Ke Xin and Ann, OUT!

Lydia's threat!! Gahhh!!

2007-02-26T11:11:00.000+08:00

hahahaaha... I for one do not want to be strangled, mauled or hanged so I'm going to just do what the very nice lady asked me to! hehe. By the way, I haven't been updating because it's Chinese New Year and I totally didn't have time to update!! Anyways.. I leave u here with a ... a... err.. what exactly do you call it? NEVERMiND.. Hope your holidays was fun!!

SCHOOL CONFESSIONS
[x] Talked back to a teacher.
[x] Been kicked out of class.
[ ] Worn pajamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school.
[ ] Gotten lost in your school.
[ ] Broken the dress code in school.
[x] Completely failed a test.
[x] Left class without asking.
[ ] Missed a whole week of school.
[x] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school.

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[ ] Argue with your parents a lot.
[x] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.
[x] Have your own room.
[ ] Do your own laundry
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while.
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[x] Wear pyjamas when you are not going anywhere.
[x] You sleep in very long.
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] your family makes you cry alot.
[x] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[ ] You can't stand being with yourparents

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[ ] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you.
[ ] You have been ditched by a friend.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number.
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[x] You have been to all of your friends houses.
[x]you love most of your friends.

HABIT CONFESSIONS
[ ] You bite your nails.
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[x] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[x] You are good at telling lies

LOVE CONFESSIONS
[ ]You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes.
[ ]You can stay commited for an unusually long time.
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gfeasily.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called youself-centered before.

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[ ] You hate George Bush.
[x] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal.
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you.
[ ] Boys make better friends than girls do.
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date.
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[ ] Needles aren't so horrible.
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x]You have plenty of secrets.

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[ ] Fallen up the stairs.
[ ] Someone has tied your shoelaces together.
[x] Had a nail fall off.
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[ ] Had surgery
[ ] Slapped someone across the face.
[ ] Killed someone.
[ ] Someone has called you a tease.
[ ] You have been to Europe.
[ ] You have worn something inside outfor a whole day

From this, you guys should know I'm a boring person.. hehe.. :P

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Video of our performance

2007-02-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

This video is especially for people who weren't present in Kaikan (SGMS) for our performance! hahaha. Sha!! See la, you're supposed to be in it! Thanks to those who attended the performance. Hope you enjoyed the show.. it's our very first time having a theme for Chinese New Year!

Renaissance Choir 2

and... for your viewing pleasure, I present to you the hot chicks from
Kiboo Kotekitai!

Part 1

Part 2

Here's more pictures!

2007-02-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

A TOUCH OF SHANGHAI...

2007-02-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

Sneak Preview of Renaissance Choir 2's performance in SGM Selangor on the first day of Chinese New Year! Happy New Year everyone! Hope yours is as colorful and interesting as ours! Cheers!

Greetings from the Ng Family too! Have fun!

love,
ke xin... kxin

CELEBRATION!!

2007-02-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR MY DEAR FRIENDS!

may your new year be happy always!
And full of surprises...

Have fun people.. and remember to give
ME Ang Pau-s!!

Love,
Ke Xin

When moms TAKE OVER!!

2007-02-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

GAHhhhhHhhHHh!!

The HORROR!! THE HORROR!! I came back one evening after a long day full of exams and tension without getting enough sleep..

When I walked into my room, the first thing i noticed was my bed sheets... they were pink.. Now, it's okay.. I can't say anything 'cause my mum bought it for Chinese New Year...

But.........

As I approached the bed to toss my books and bag....

What I saw scarred me for life...

AHHHH!! Pink!!! GAHHH!!

Now.. LOOK CLOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INVASION OF COWS!! GAHHH!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!! HEHEHE..

Happy Belated Valentine's Day everyone...

2007-02-17T00:44:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. the title says it all! To all my friends and family.. I love you guys! hehe... The extraordinarily-special people in my life!

Thank you.... :)
Love,
Ke Xin...

I don't wanna miss a thing...

2007-02-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

This song is dedicated to everyone, especially the extraordinary people in my life... :)

Recorded by "Aerosmith"
Album: "Armageddon (soundtrack)" - 1998

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

(Bridge)

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

(Chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

(Chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

A really crazy day! hehe..

2007-02-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

I've been so dead online these days 'cause I'm so occupied with stuff like assignments and everything!

Since today's a holiday, I've kept myself pretty busy! By the way, Happy Thaipusam Day! ahahaha.. In the early times of the morning, I crapped with ChiaWoon till wee hours of the night! I tell you girl, I've missed gossiping and stuff with you.. I especially miss that butt of yours! *wink wink! eyebrows!*

That night, I dreamt of many wild things. Of Oldtown Kopitiam and FBI agents looking for a person who has stolen something. I felt like a kid again! hahaa.. It's been a long time since I had one of those detective mystery dreams.

The day before (Wednesday) when I was taking a nap in the afternoon, I dreamt of racing cars. At first I had to run to the side of the track to wear my shoes, then I hopped into my bright orange sports car and started shouting "SANINI! LE AI CHIAK FISPON MAI?!". Hahaa.. after that nap, I picked Sue Ann, Robin and Shaleeni up for choir practise. It was damn fun and as usual, Sha ignored me again!! AIYOOooo... Why the tough love?? Sigh.. After some awkward dance steps and 'hiau' moves later, we went to the 'famous fried chicken corner stall in klang jaya'. Hehe..

I seriously don't understand what it is with all the fried chicken stuff.. hmm.. anyways, while ordering the parts of chicken that we want.. the girl that came to take our order was a malay woman. All of them likes chicken wings while me? I prefer the ribs there.. hehe.. also known as, Chicken Breast.. haha..

Now, here comes the main problem.

Before this (CUE black and white flashback lights), we had a grocery shopping session; Robin, Andrew, Shaleeni, Sue Ann and me went to Tesco to buy food to cook for teppanyaki. We were goin to sizzle the stuff on a hot pan in Ann's house. When it came to buying meat, Andrew suddenly commented, "Go get the cheapest breast". Known for our expertise in twisting a single innocent sentence into complete innuendos, we cracked out laughing like crazy. Then 'buah dada' came into the picture.. Don't ask me how but it just did! hehe.. (FYI - buah dada is breasts in malay).

Anyways, back to the main story. There we sat, the four of us on each sides of the small square table, contemplating how to translate our orders. We can't exactly say, "Kak, buah dada satu?". Shaleeni almost said "buah dada " out loud in an attempt to solve the problem. Hehee... She slipped a little but managed to stop before she said it out. It was so funny! Four of us cracked out laughing and the malay woman with a straight face said, "Badan?". OOoohhhhh.. now we know.. hahaahaha.. (badan - body). Now that was funny shit!

Then on Thursday night, Kar Kiat invited a whole bunch of us to Pizza Hut for dinner. It was so great. I haven't seen either Chia Woon or Lay Yen for the past 2 weeks and meeting up with them was just like old times! I kept smiling at Chia woon like nobody's business and tried to annoy her. Lay Yen was looking hot as usual ;) *Wink wink*. Hehe.. However, I found out that we have a favourite spot in Pizza Hut! The restrooms! hahaha.. Me, Lay Yen and Cwoon would just stand there near the sinks and talk freely. There were like 15 of them at the table and it was really havoc!

At about the 3rd trip to the restrooms, I noticed a little girl, barely 5 years old goin into the stall alone. Like any other kid, she just took of her bottoms and left it outside the door on the floor and proceeded to do her business. Hehe.. she's a cute kid and ChiaWoon didn't know she was actually stripping! It was damn funny. Then came a teenage lookin girl, probably 12/13 years old? The girl's sister. What I didn't like was the attitude she had. She looked at the pants and gave that disgusted look. Walked off for awhile and walked back in time for her lil sister to get out of the stall.

All she did was give her lil sis back her tiny pair of pants and walked off. While walking off, her lil sis actually said, "Kak, tolonglah saya pakai". Her elder sis just walked off with the constipated fu*king bitch look and left her sis alone to wear it. Seriously, is that how you treat your little sister? She's only like what? 5 years old? And what would've happened if she was tricked by an older sex maniac and kidnapped? I was furious at the sister. I didn't go in to use it though 'cause it was pretty dirty.

After dinner, some of us decided to visit Kiat's new house. Me, LYen, Cwoon, Ruey, WenDa&Fei, Benjamin, ChwanLong and MeowTyng went over. On our way there, we passed a basketball court - fully lighted with spotlights with everything new. The best thing was, NO ONE WAS USING IT! As soon as we got down from the car, we made a bee line for the restrooms. Then, we found out Kar Kiat didn't have balls, just to quote him! hhahahaha.. What a pity! ChwanLong and Meow left early, leaving the eight of us there.

Feeling cheeky and childish, we decided to head on to the playground right next to the basketball court. The night was beautiful and the place was awesome! It was a fully functional playground (mind you, it's hard to find in Malaysia 'cause of vandalism and stuff) equipped with swings, see-saws, slides and everything a kid could want! I ran after the swings and got on next to ChiaWoon. It was SO FUN! I felt like a 5 year old kid again! The guys all took off their shoes and ran, screaming like little school girls in dresses on top of 'foot reflexology stones'. Hahaa.. it was a sight to behold!!

We left at about 11pm++ and it was a really great day altogether. A TRULY memorable day. I love being so free like this.. Anyways, till next time!!

Love,
Kxin

GAHH!! Internet connection down!

2007-01-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

Right now, I'm in SIT's comp lab to get online. Not being able to connect to the internet or sign in to my Windows Live Messenger is just horrible! It's like I'm going through a bad case of withdrawal, feeling depressed, extremely bored and totally useless. I can't even do my research for my papers in college.

Every night and day for the past 4 days, I'll just go into my room and stare at my unused laptop. It's probably very happy to catch a break 'cause I have no reasons to switch it on. So.. I've been sleeping at 12-2am these days, being a good girl. I think my phone bill is going to go up as well. There's no way I can discuss my assignments and stuff with my group partners.

Not having internet connection is very bad for me!

Can you see the withdrawal symptoms here? I'm just bloody happy I'm able to get online during college! But it's very slow.. Sighh...

Anyways, hope everyone's alright!
I'm bloody 19 years old now!

See You guys!
Love,
Ke Xin - Kxin

Hehe.. More pictures 13/1/07

2007-01-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

I had a small gathering at my house yesterday night.. :) here are the pictures!

Me and Shaleeni.. She looks great in the dress right?? hehe.. I feel like a midget!

The Guys.. chowing down.. hehe

Beng!! FUhh! nice pose! hahahaa

LayYen and ChiaWoon.. man, i missed these two! I STILL miss you guys!

alright! group pic!

Another!

HAHAHAHA!! Cwoon... U can go for carlsberg lady jobs wei!! hahaa.. nice pose!

THE KIDS! hahaha! playing Wheel of Fortune and Who wants to be a Millionaire!

Clockwise from left: LayYen, Me, Beng, SiewWen, Cwoon.. (she loves the bottle)

More.. MOre!

Suddenly... all the girls masukk..!! alright!

I don't know what this was about.. look at cwoon's alcoholic face! hahahaha! BENG's DRAMA cries.

Another try.. Sue Ann with her constipated look! Wakakaka.. :P kidding!

And now.. a nice civillized picture of all of us.

Beng looooovessss her chillies!

The guys.. they're really bad at self entertaining.. seriously!

Mr. Bising photographer.. LAMA betul snap one picture!

Sha, Rob and Andrew nicely entertaining a LOT of ppl with their antics!

Our annual same pose picture! LIM CHIA WOON!

SiewWen, Me, KhaiJu and Kelly.. i'm gonna miss Ju and Kelly! GAHHH!!

SiewWen, Ann, Me.

Mother and Daughter.. hahaha in the most illogical sense!

Last picture before my camera was out of battery! The High School Gang (without LiRuey though)!

Hope you guys enjoyed the pictures.. I really enjoyed the day... Thank you guys for coming! Oh yeah. SORRY WAI YIP COZ DIDN"T ENTERTAIN YOU AT THE END! hehehe

love
kxin

A new year..!

2007-01-04T15:35:00.000+08:00

Hello dear blog friends... :)

It's been a while huh? Yeah, I missed you guys too! Damn the scary earthquake! Damn the bad connection, or should I damn myself for being lazy? Hehe.. That's probably it. Nah.. I've seriously been VERY lazy to update. The worse is kinda getting to me. I think I'm facing the biggest nightmare a blogger can have (or I can have) which is... TADA!! Censoring myself and not being able to express freely on my own blog. It happens I guess. I need support to continue blogging!! GAHH!!

This blog has been my life and times, my journal, my diary and my letters to people who read it, people who are friends. I get criticized once in awhile but it all gets brushed off after days of pondering upon it. I fear for a lot of stuff, like government curbing freedom of speech online (fear of being arrested), fear that my friends are probably getting to much exposure on my blog (fear of their safety) and most importantly, fear of pissing people off since I AM bloggin about them! What if I blogged about something secretive? What if I blogged on somethin private?

It's bad... Sigh... But, I don't wanna stop blogging 'cause of that.

Last year has changed my life like never before. Even though most of the time was spent lazing around and sleeping up to about 10 hours per day.

2006 saw me thrown out of the high school environment like fish out of water.

I was no longer attached to the routine co-curriculum; which meant no longer a process of going to school for 5 hours a day, feeling cranky and lost because the school teacher was blabbering incomprehensible words when all I could think of the whole time was my comfortable bed. It's also the first time I actually decided firmly on something. It's the time when I really picked going to college. Believe me, decisions are the hardest to make especially when it comes to me doing it. Just ask my cousins!

About my college life;

Well most of you may remember me being totally reluctant to get into it because of the way it presents itself. However, the last few months have changed my view on it totally (it still need a good paint job and better maintainence though). The people that I've met in that building or actually, the 5th floor have been wonderfully amazing.

To be honest, it actually feels like a college. There's none of the political crap among students, you're you and no one can change you unless you want to! Unlike high school times when you get a whole group of crazy hormonal girls telling you they hate your attitude or the way you handle stuff, demanding you to act like them instead or you'll be a cast off among the group of friends.

Seriously, I feel like an adult in college where everything you decide or do has it's consequences and YOU get what you deserve instead of your worrying parents. Back to the having friends topic, GRANTED I did get a few comments which I actually thought was a lil degrading (well, for me laa) asking me to be more girlish 'cause then I can attract people from the opposite sex but everything is going well! I met new friends who loved me for the way I am (well, I think they love me for the way I am...) hehe and actually encourage me to be me. You seriously can't get much more Ke Xin out of this Ke Xin!

Can I just say, in the past few months people have actually told me, SINCERELY that they're proud of me? I didn't hear that at all in high school! I don't really hear it at all throughout my life. Everyone else goes for "Congratulations!" with a pat on your back. I've actually felt the real emotions of people being happy for me and the things I've done.

Best thing was especially during Buskers' when my cousins kept telling me they were really proud of me! These people are the bunch of people who are really important in my life, they've supported me and inspired me like no other! Now, they are telling me that THEY ARE PROUD OF ME! My Cuzzies! The people I look up to gave me hugs and big huge ass smiles 'cause I did something that I am proud of and they share the same feeling as well!

I don't think many know the feeling of the person being complimented honestly for their achievements! And when I led the team for my HR class and won (which was kinda a first time I actually led people), I was very happy that I could do something and my friends were proud of me as well!

Tell me honestly, how many of you have felt that sense of pure sincerity from the compliments of your friends? Probably a lot. If you do, then you'll understand what I'm talking about.

However from all this, there were big challenges to be faced to create success. For example, in college, I started feeling pretty shitty because I kept doubting myself and my own personality. My brain was loaded with thoughts like, "do they like me for the way I am?". It's hard because even though I may sound or look like the talkative kind, I do get self-conscious because I have a low self-esteem. That part of me was very hard to win over but with the help of many enthusiastic and supporting friends (you know who you are), they influenced me with their positivity and encouraged me to just let loose, in a good way of course!

The Kuala Lumpur (KL) International Buskers' Festival was another big turning point in my life. During the moments of preparing the costumes and helping out with the finishing touches (at first - very reluctantly), I was given a wonderful chance by Clary, a great and wonderful woman from Mahogany to be a part of the parade. That time, she was talking to Chris and saw me walking around helping out and straight away asked me if I would like the chance to perform. When I heard that, first thing that came to mind was me doubting myself again. I ALMOST rejected the offer. I went, "Errrr...". Thank goodness I did not!

The whole period (or the week before the event) of preparation was pretty tasking for me. As you've seen in the photos, the Shadow Puppet (Wayang Kulit) was at least 15 feet tall and it took around a few guys just to carry the structure and fit it onto my pack! A lot of people saw the effort put into the puppet and kept asking me, "Are you sure you can carry that thing? You're going to be standing with it for HOURS!". Initially, I almost gave up 'cause even the PICs (Person-In-Charge) kept asking me if I could do it. I get that they're concerned of my safety as well but during that time, it was as if they doubted my confidence. Everytime I tried on the costume, they would ask if I could continue going on with it later on.

It really did piss me off! I was having a hard time convincing myself I could do it. It went to a point where I actually walked up to Clary and asked her, "Clary, be honest. Do you think I can carry the puppet? Do you think I can do it?". Clary actually looked at me wide-eyed and in disbelief and said, "Of course! Now why did you think you couldn't?". That reassured me a WHOLE lot. Clary and Speedy, if you guys are reading this, you two and the whole Mahogany group have changed the way I look at things in life. You guys are just wonderful people and I thank you for it.

A lot of people helped me throughout the whole ordeal. They know I was frustrated and at the times when I went on blabbering about people looking down on me, they were there to comfort me and listened to everything while I almost blow my head off complaining. On rehearsal day itself, do you know that someone (I don't really know who he was) actually went up to another guy and said, "Why didn't YOU take the puppet? You are a strong guy and you could've easily done it!" right in front of ME! I don't know bout you but I took that as a serious doubt of what I could do.

However, during that time and with perfect confidence from the Mahogany group (including Tony, I MISS You!!!!), friends and family, I took that comment as a serious challenge. I realized that everytime Speedy would ask if I had any problems with carrying the puppet I would straightaway answer "I'm alright." or "I'm okay", "No problem" with a smile on my face.
Speedy would then go, "Hahaha! You're alright with everything!!" with a huge grin and cigarette hanging losely on his lips while he fits the pack on me. Through out the whole experience, I didn't complain or made any noise because all I could do or actually feel was being grateful. Grateful to be given such a great chance, confidence and experience by perfect strangers!

My old self would've just given up and handed the task over to another person. It could've easily been another Gym Boy replacing me for the role of carrying the Shadow Puppet. I've changed a lot and my outlook in life has changed so much in 12 months. I'm much more confident in myself and my abilities these days compared to last time when I would cower away in the dark!

I've learned to make my own decisions and have been lucky enough to have made great decisions (good and bad) which had taught me a lot of life's lessons that enabled me to grow as a person. Here, I'd like to thank my friends, family and many other members of Soka Gakkai whom have given me strength and faith to be who I am and to fully express my true potential.

That was what I experienced in the Year 2006.

I'm ready for whatever life has got to throw into my face. If I'm not, I'll just have to learn through experience and make past the challenges that I'll be faced with. I've decided to do what I love and be who I am. I don't wanna deny the people or the things I love just because of the public perception of what's right or wrong for a girl to do. They can be the boring lifeless people but for me, I wanna be the best individual I can be. I hope you guys will do the same thing as well. As for the GREAT, especially the 'Extraordinary' Persons in my life.. I love you guys.. ;) *wink*

Now, I look at 2007 and say "BRING IT ON!".

Sincerely,
Ng Ke Xin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN! 26th December

2006-12-26T01:22:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my youngest brother! Many birthday wishes from me :) I LOVE YOU! hehe.. aww.. I know, i'm gettin pretty mushy! So, yesterday (25th) we celebrated an early birthday for him 'cause the younger cousins are not around and a few of my uncles with their families came over..

He gets so many cool toys that I WISHED I had when I was young! Sighh... Nevermind..

Here are pictures!

The birthday boy's cake. With the help of cousin Chia Yee and Soo!

Hehe.. :) look at the greedy faces!

Brian - POSER WEII!!

HAHAAHA.. he looks like some dwarf!

aw... so cute..

Shy betul!!

Blowing the cake.. :)

Yummm..

Ngaummm..

The siblings... hahahaha..

BUNCH OF CAMWHORERS! hahahhaa..

Hope you guys had a great day too! :)

Love,
Ke Xin

Finally, after days of procrastinating... the POST bout Bentong Student Division Training Camp '06.. Actually, only on the preparations!

2006-12-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

Overall, Bentong camp was a really great and memorable experience. Through out the 18 years of my life, I've never been to a camp or joined any camping activities, not even while I was in school.

So, when Andrew approached the bunch of us choir people to join the Bentong camp, I accepted in hopes it would be a wonderful time off from the after effects of Buskers' (KLIBF).

Hehe.. In the back of my mind, I knew we were going to have group assignments and stuff 'cause that's what camps are for but I don't know why, I just didn't think of it as some strenous filled activity. Probably it's 'cause Andrew said it was going to be loads of fun and stuff so, Little did I know, it was going to be A TRAINING CAMP. GAHHHhHHHhHhh!!

Previously (a briefing on what's going on in Bentong):

Me, Theing, Sue Ann, Robin and Cherlyn went for a designated 'briefing' on Bentong regarding things to bring and all. When I went there, I was really blur and dreading it 'cause I really didn't wanna see some people. THis is another long story and for some reason, I would not share this on my blog. Sorry guys! Hehe.. But it's nothing so don't worry!

Upon reaching there, we were told we were going to be split into groups (honestly and stupidly, I actually didn't expect this at all!) and the scary thing was, we didn't know who's going to be in what group and stuff. Hehe.. We actually 'threatened' a few PICs (particularly Andrew and Yi Wen) to put the 'bananas' (Chinese people who can't speak mandrin!) in the same group.. hehe... Actually, we were hoping they would put us all into one gang. I know, I was pretty selfish at that time! Sighh...

Then, we were told our numbers (1,2,3) and I was in group 1 with SueAnn. Theing and Cherlyn were in group 2 while Robin was actually in Group 3. I was really shocked and stuff 'cause of the grouping. I don't know why but it was 'cause I just wasn't prepared and probably coz i really didn't get enough sleep. That time, I didn't expect the trip to be a 'strenuous and strict' training camp. In my mind, I was still in the thoughts of playing and fooling around during the camp.

So, everything became stress and pressure to me. :) entahhhh laahhh what went into my mind that time. After few more minutes of me whining and grumbling, the PICs were trying to solve the 'problem', I just decided to suck it up and get on with it. If my attitude were to continue that way, I would just screw up the whole trip for myself and others. Stupidnyerrr aku. I'm a grown girl and of all the experiences that I have from mingling and talking to others actively in SokaGakkai activities, I should be matured enough to handle this situation.

The only complication with the group was a language barrier. Plus, I didn't know practically all of them (excluding those from RC2) so everyone was very shy with each other. We had a list of things to discuss regarding Food (we were required to cook a side dish while in the Jungle Camp) and things to bring. First thing on our list was to come up with a group name and group cheer. Michelle and Roy are in my group and they were kinda the group 'supervisors'. Michelle then started asking everyone for suggestions of group name and cheer. Group members were Kuan Lee, Winson, KaiQing, Shyue Chong, Sue Ann, Robin (he switched groups), Michelle and Roy while KerYi, Sofia and Chee Hoe were absent from the group meeting.

Best thing is, terus they elected me as group leader!!! Conspiracy!! Gahhh!! Hahaa.. At first it was really hard to get them to open up but after a few lame jokes thrown here and there, they started to open up. We had suggestions from 'enlightened buddhas' and so much more funny stuff to 'Bananas'. Sue Ann had the great idea from the Malaysian show 'Cicak Man' and finally we settled on 'Cicakz'! hehee... After much discussion and delegation of duties, we decided to do a fruit salad and mashed potatoes while in camp.

The next day:
This wonderfully wacky day saw me, Sue Ann and Robin in Tesco - GROCERY SHOPPING! Gahhhh! Hehe.. The rest of the group members were very busy and since the three of us were practically on holiday, a trip to Tesco was inevitable. Hehe.. This trip itself taught the non-grocery shopping people a lot of things about buying fruits and vegetables while working on a budget. Most of the time we were like, "Does this look okay?" "How bout YOU choose" as well as "Errrrrrrrr... Should we buy this or that?".

Seriously, we were SO blur even the woman weighing the fruits and vegetables started giggling at our comments! I was the most unorganized person of all and for some reason, I felt really pressured that time. Gahhh!! Plus I had to drive here and there on our hunt for Whistles, Batteries for the torchlights and snacks. I tell you, I practically thought of everything! And my dad was having fun helping me to pack stuff. Mosquito repellants, first aid medicines and even a lamp (well, those battery operated ones).

That time, I felt like the most prepared camper of all. Hahaa. I even brought those Indian incense which produces a lot of smoke over in case of insects, as well as knives and kitchen utensils! My bag was packed (barely... I practically stuff everything into my back pack 'cause I don't know how to organize!) and I was ready to go! You could imagine how puffy my bag pack was! hahaa. That night I had to do double checks on the list of things to bring - including extra things like torchlights and whatsoever just in case my Cicakz forgot to bring or just didn't have it. Was facing a stressed out time but I just convinced myself to have fun 'cause that is the most important thing!

Will blog bout the Days in Bentong LATER! hahahaa! Sorry for wasting time! :P I have stuff to do k?!

Hehee... Being very vain again.

2006-12-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

I got this picture from my Segment PIC (Person-In-Charge) Ching Wah! He's such a great person and I really look up to him! Hehe!! The whole time when I was in costume he kept asking me, "You want a drink? How bout food? A chair? Sit down lahh. There's still a long time to go before performing, so you don't tire yourself". Actually, both Yu Poh and Ching Wah went and took chairs for us (me and Shyue Chong) to sit and stuff. These people really cared for us! THANK YOU! :)

I went for a Youth Meeting the other day and met Ching Wah there. He was so nice, he gave me my full costume photo! hehe.. I didn't really get to see what I was wearing 'cause finishing the puppet took us time up till the last few hours! Thank YOU AGAIN!! :) :) I praised him so much that day but he quickly turned it around and said it was his job.. hehe..

Nevertheless, to all SEGMENT PICs for KLIBF, you guys are REALLY appreciated and as the self-appointed-representitive of all performers that day, I thank ALL of you for making the event such a success. Without you guys, we would've had FULL CHAOS instead of the 'Organized Chaos' we created! You people took great care for us like no one else would. Thank You! :)

love,
kxin

Simple pleasures in life...

2006-12-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

Today, I'll just post up some pictures of things that I consider a real treat.

I'm a girl who hasn't been to many places or tried many dishes, so when I tasted this, it was heaven in a fluff.. lol.. Call me cavegirl and you guys might have tried many things out, but this was good..

Yummm... Hehe.. Apple Strudels?

Mouth watering sweetness! hehehe..

A wrap up

2006-12-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.

Like I notified on my chatbox, my grandma is currently (and still will be) in the hospital for a few days and she's recovering well. So, no worries there. Since she's kinda bedridden and has Alzheimers, she has been lying down mostly on her bed and stuff without much movements. This eventually leads to problems like bedsores and stuff. When people who are bedridden and can't move, a small wound can get infected very easily and swell or just turn nasty. That's what happened to my grandma. But all's well.

I came back from Bentong on Monday afternoon and I went over to see my grandma that very night. What I saw just sliced my heart and soul into half. She was so very weak and since she was dehydrated and in pain, her face was totally sunken and looked lifeless. The moment I walked into the hospital room, I just stopped on my feet and just couldn't believe my eyes. A few days ago, she looked alright. It's just like life was sucked away from her.

Trust me, it took me a lot just to keep those tears back. My cousin sister saw me, came over and gave me those comforting pats. They explained that she's much better than the previous day. You could see from everyone's eye bagged eyes that they're much relieved of her progress. Since me and Huay-Theing was in Bentong from Saturday till Monday (Grandma was admitted on Sunday), we didn't know what to expect.

It was Sunday night when we received a short SMS bout Grandma being admitted. That time it was coz we had some luck and could get a weak signal up top in the forest camp.
-cont'd; when I wrote this, I was distracted 'cause I got news grandma wasn't doing so well.-

Suddenly, Theing asked me if I had received any news bout Grandma being admitted. I said none. I kinda panicked 'cause I noticed she wasn't doing good for the past few months. You could see me in a rush to get at least one bar of signal to call back home and enquire. I managed to get my dad, after borrowin a phone from SueAnn and the response I got was just horrible. He didn't tell me what's going on (DAMN STUPID - made me panic like shit), and he proceeded with the same words that my mum told me when I ASKED bout my Grandpa, "You don't worry bout anything, grandma is fine, you continue doing what you're doing". I asked what's going on, what's wrong, I GOT THE SAME FUCKING RESPONSE.

I was pissed. I was way beyond pissed. I was looking for answers 'cause it gotta be damn bad for Grandma to be admitted. No. HE still have to go beating around the bush and closed the damn phone. DOn't they freaking know that I WANT information? Fine, he might be damn tired and stuff but I don't care. I asked Theing to sms her sisters just to find out and thank goodness they came up with answers.

I couldn't concentrate that night. We were in the forest camp and it had started raining. All groups were asked to get prepared to present. My thoughts were so scattered I couldn't form or get myself to finish the task at hand. After that, a group was presenting and they were talking in mandrin. My mind was flying. I was blur, distracted and extremely tired. That night I chanted and my thoughts were just clouding my mind. Finally, I decided not to think about it further and to think bout how we were going to sleep that night. (THIS IS ANOTHER long story)

Update: (15th December)

Grandma's back and live in action. We got her a hospital bed and repainted the whole room. Her old mattresses are in my brother's room now and one of the single beds from my bro's room is thrown into mine. So my room looks like a hostel right now with two beds at each side and a table in the middle. Hehe.. THose who want to stay over, come on here.. hahaha I have loads of beds for you guys to sleep in.

Anyways, Ah Ma's totally exhausted from her ordeal in the hospital but we think she'll be in tip top condition in no time. So, thanks for the prayers and everything. I'll hopefully get back to blogging soon! ;)

Notice..

2006-12-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

Dear friends of this LAZY ass blogger..

I wanna inform you guys that I'll be having a camp in Bentong (I don't know where that is) on Saturday till Monday. So I won't be online on that three days and I think I'll only be able to read your sms-es or receive your calls at night. So. Please take care of yourselves. Anythin, just leave me a message.

And to Soo, Shin and Ryn, please stop contaminating my chatbox! I have underaged readers ya know!? *furious face* Be responsible people! :| horrible old people laa you all!

heheheheehee... BTW, on the issue of "Women being fined for dressing 'indecently'". I have a WHOLE LOT OF THINGS TO SAY BOUT THAT STUPID IDIOTIC topic and I really am furious bout the way THINGS ARE OPERATED LATELY. This is an outrage. However, I'd like you guys to go over to SimMei's blog to read her opinion about it. Click here for the post.

Please leave comments about it as well. And thank you guys for the support for Buskers'!

Love,
Ke Xin a.k.a. kxin

PS: Don't spam my inbox with forwarded emails while I'm away k? If ya do, you'll have an extremely cranky kxin in your hands... this is a warning.. hehehee..

A short video...

2006-12-05T14:16:00.000+08:00

Thanks KokPeng for providing clips of performance night!

KL International Buskers' Festival - Press Release

2006-12-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

This segment would be dedicated to all the press releases and pictures in the media that I can get!

CHINA PRESS
One full page: Top and bottom.

KL International Buskers' Festival - Buskers' Grand Parade

2006-12-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

Here.. I give you pictures of what happened on the actual day of performance!

Since there was still much touching up work to do on the wayang kulits and little bits of pieces here and there, Andrew, Soh Chun, Kok Tong, Me and Shaleeni went over to Dataran Merdeka in SohChun's car so we could help the mahogany members out as well. We arrived there around 2pm after the poor girl had to circle around the Dataran Merdeka looking for parking.

Since everyone wasn't there yet, it was so peaceful and quiet. So nice. With the trees and stuff. Everyone was just relaxing, getting ready before the storm hits. I'm tellin you, these bunch of people are absolutely magnificent. Did you guys know that our two designers, SohChun and Andrew had to work on the wayang kulits OVERNIGHT without ANY SLEEP? That's how dedicated they are. And I really salute your efforts. Here's some pictures. I'm still recovering from the fatigue of the Buskers' week and blogging is going to be a slow process for these few days.

(PS: If any of you guys wanna use pics from this blog, kindly inform me alright? Thanks)

The Mahogany team. That's Laxmi and Dizzy as well as Leon workin on repairing and making sure the costumes were in tip top condition.

The one on the left is Jim (JimBo) while that's Tony! He's such a wonderful character and funny person.. I miss him already!

You'll never see more youthful spirit than this team of youths.. look at Sha posing! hahaha..

Cousin Soo, as a crowd&performance instigator! hahaha..

Group Picture! From top, clockwise: Andrew, Me, Soo, Sue Ann and Shaleeni.

Sue Ann is also a crowd/performance instigator. Here you have her, as a cowboy! (excuse me, cowgirl) YeeeeHaawwww!! Giddy up! hehe..

Poser betul... hahaha.. Soo and Ann showing off their face paintings.

I dare say, I love the artwork! lol..

Me, being fitted on with the wayang kulit.

Thanks Soo for taking these pics. Beautiful ain't she?

Finishing touches here and there.

Fuhh.. it was warm and it was heavy.. hahaha.. I had to take a breather!

Roar!!! Look at the kid go! Hungry tiger! lol.. the face painting makes them look so real and cute!

A pic of me and Soo..

Me and Cherlyn.

ChungHan posing.

Dinner time! Yumm.. From left: Alan, Huay-Theing, Huay-Pin, Shaleeni and Robin.

Kimberly.. ahaahah! So cute! It was great to have you on the team girl!

Me with my pathetic lookin face, Sha and Rob.

Ann, Me and Huay-Tjin (Cuzzie!)

Posers laaa lu orang!! hahaha..

Clary in deep concentration. She's SO TALENTED! GAHH!! here's the Buskers' Mascot getting their face painted.

Huay-Pin (the jester for baby elephants segment) and me.. hahaha.. we look sooooo red.

Me and Tony. Tony was the BIG leaf!

Huay-Theing and me in costume.

The end result of the two Shadow puppets. I'm so proud of everyone for it.

A sign of hard work and best efforts! Bruises! they're still there! hahaha..

Will update more later. In the meantime, head over to Sam (the person who commented on my chat box and click on her link to see more pictures on the parade). I got the performer's side of the show, she had the spectators! Hope you enjoyed looking at the pics as much as I did takin 'em!

Be right back!! hahahaa..

love,
Ke Xin a.k.a. kxin

KLIBF (Pictures #2)

2006-11-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

A lil more sneak preview into KL International Buskers' Festival 2006!

A few of my favorite people in one pic! :)

A LOT MORE PICTURES! NOT in order but these are sneak previews! There are videos as well!

The Participants - mind you, these aren't all!

Almost done! This girl and Andrew DIDN'T SLEEP just to finish the decorations of this puppet. Dedicated man... *bows*

The Painters - After a long day of hard work, they rest and relax. The people that paint together, massages each other! LOL!

The orchids practicing their steps.

The KLIBF Mascot

Buddies, awwww.. Cute kids huh?

That's Tony, the crazy happening guy from the Mahogany group. You like the mask?? ;)

The Lady

WINGS! Beautiful ain't it?

Clary showing how it's done!

An uninvited guest! The Mahogany members spotted it behind the building and started chasing it till it ran into the canteen! Eekkk! lol.. Don't worry, it was released unharmed!

Look closer? Who's our favorite baby elephant?!?! ;) Sha's really good!

Cherlyn and Yee Siang! hehee.. The costume is from flame capes!

That's it for today's sneak peek. Tomorrow's going to be AN EXTREMELY LONG DAY! GAHhh!! Wish us LUCK and NO RAIN! lol!

Love,
Ke Xin a.k.a. kxin

KLIBF Preparations (Pictures!)

2006-11-29T02:39:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Sorry, I've been EXTREMELY busy these days with the KL International Buskers' Festival (KLIBF). Good news is, I was picked to perform! This is going to be my FIRST ever BIG scale performance thingy and I'm really worried about it. I guess it's another case of butterflies. Anyways, to prepare for this event KLIBF actually hired 2 teams to help train us (I think so hehe), the Mahogany and The French Team! Mahogany members are from England while The French Team are from (duhh.. obviously) France.

It's been hectic especially making the puppets. Coz we had to start from SCRATCH but thankfully, there's guidance from the Mahogany group. This few days, I've met with 2 of the Mahogany group members and they've been superbly cool and supportive! Clary and Speedy! They're husband and wife (I think) and Speedy told me their son is also involved in Mahogany. Wow, what a way to have a family event huh?

It's actually damn interesting to see the process and getting myself into the process of creating these masterpieces was such an experience and a happy one as well. It's SO much better than sitting at home doin nothing. I love my company there as well! Btw, I'm actually carrying one of the puppets. There are 4; 2 are from the wayang kulit category, one called 'The Lady' and the other one, 'The Fat Man' while the other 2 are the Buskers Mascot! If you were to see below, The Fat Man is the only one almost completed 'cause 'The Lady' is EXTREMELY hard 'cause it has SO much detail in it!

Cutting the pieces of foam to create the decorations for 'the lady' was hell. Hahaha.. BUt i'm proud 'cause I'll be carrying that puppet. It's so nice and touching to know that a lot of people have put in so much effort to create such a beautiful piece. Trust me, these people have been comin in at 10am and work till 10pm for the past 3/4 days! Goodness. I've only been helping out for 2 days. It's definitely memorable. Now, I hope I'll be able to make everyone proud by being a good 'puppeteer'. Thank goodness Clary is gonna teach me how to do it!

There's ONE funny thing in the process though! You know the glue that we use to stick the foam together to create the puppets? It's actually the ones that 'glue sniffers' use to get high! LMAO! The first day I was helping out, an uncle who was helping us paste the foam blurted out that "You know, this glue can make you high wan". I was like :|!!! What the?!? ahahahah!! It's damn funny to hear that reaction! And from then onwards, everyone has been considered addicted to the glue.. Haha.. I've been accused of getting high because of the glue! Crap man!! hehe..

Here are some pictures for all of you who demand some sneak previews of the parade! hehe.. If you don't think these costumes are cool, I don't know what to say to you anymore! These are only A FEW pictures of costumes and stuff goin on yesterday!

I'm not sure what flower this is but then I think it's an orchid. This is the costume for the floral stuff.. Beautiful thing!

Hehe.. These looks like real animal heads. Anyways, these are the Zebras and Giraffes (suddenly forgot how to spell). There are still elephants and the snake which has not arrived yet. That is left to 'the french team' to handle.

The Flowers.

Everyone hard at work, copying, pasting and decorating the foams to create puppets!

Some of the other costumes. They were taken out to be washed and touched up.

Team work! This is only like ONE portion of the canteen. you can't see how big it is from here.

Creative business...

one of the Mahogany members cleaning up the flowers.

Flowers in a row..

Andrew and Shaleeni working on padding the harness to hold the puppets up. I'm gonna be wearing one of these but it's not this. Thanks for making it much more comfortable to wear! ;)

Me and Sue Ann, taking our time and making sure the patterns and crafts of the decorations are in tip top condition. (Pasting down the ends which are coming off!) Look at my blur face wei! haha.. I was really tired!

Doing the body piece of 'The Lady'.

(Sue Ann&Robin's cousin, Sue Ann and Robin) They were working real hard!

working on the Mascots...!

Painting the body deco with Pro hands! That's Clary!

Oohhhhh... Beautiful colours!

The canteen, after a long day!

All the equipments needed.

Members of Mahogany working on the framework of the puppets.

Head dresses? Hehe..

Steady hands wei! Painting is NOT an easy job!

The head dress for 'The Lady'.

These are extremely hard workin ppl!

On ther right is the thing that i'm going to wear on my head. On the left, I think it's for the puppet!

If you're wondering how high the puppets would be, just take a look at this picture! They're at least 10 - 15 feet!

Now, my main target is to get over the 3 hour show without killing myself with a giant puppet on my back! I can't wait till Saturday!

What do YOU think about the Parade? Be there or be square!

KL International Buskers' Festival! Yeahhh!!

2006-11-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

http://malaysiabuskers.com/grand-parade.asp

Ppl!! Check out that website to see what Soka Gakkai members are doing on December 2nd!

As my friend, please come and support this parade! It's for a good cause (charity)!!

Plus, more excuses to go partying right?? LOL!! Check that website out!

love,
kxin

Pretty Busy Week

2006-11-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

The week really passed fast. In a blink of an eye, it's already Thursday! Tomorrow's TGIF! Hahaa.. I never really got to use that phrase but here it is, THANK GOODNESS IT's FRIDAY!

(the post has been delayed for usual reasons of Blogger's Block)

Anyways, i'm just going to blog briefly on what i'm up to these days!

I'm back in SIT's choir gang but then the original gang are not entirely there. Anyways, there's Shaleeni, Jolene, Me, Daniel and Siew Wen. This time, it's going to be 10 of us with new people like Kelly, Ai Ling, Oliver, Lionel.. I think i'm missing some ppl, but i'm not sure 'cause it's already 3.15am and I'm damn blur now.. SO, sorry if I left anyone out! hehe.. We'll be singing christmas songs much like christmas carollers! :) Fun wei! We've been practicing like MAD bunch of ppl and poor Shaleeni as well, she put in a lot of hard work! Our performance is next Tuesday, 28th November!

Then, next week, i'll BE EXTREMELY busy with preparations for KL International Buskers Parade! Remember, it's on December 2nd at Dataran Merdeka! Actually, I already am busy with it.. So.. I guess one whole week i won't be blogging unless I'm too excited or I got free time.!

Sooooooooo.................

TOODLES and i'll POST SOON!!

What the heck?!? Tagged again.. Lyds, evil!

2006-11-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.

I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thing!!!
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

Tagged by Lyds for 4 things!

2006-11-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

4 things many don't know
I'm an extremely emo person (well, to those who never read my blog wan lar)
I play Counter Strike (not really good)
I do house chores... once in a while.. hehe..
I didn't pierce my ears! ('cause I'm damn scared! hehe)

4 movies I could watch over and over again
the Day after Tomorrow
Any American Pie movies
Russell Peters (well, technically it's not a movie but I can watch it OVER and OVER again!)
White Chicks (not in love with that show but once you watch it, u get stuck to the chair laughing)

4 places I've lived
My old house in Jalan Keranji
Current house in Jalan Limau Manis
Does staying over at my cousins' house count?
My nanny's house.. hehe..

4 TV shows I love
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Grey's Anatomy
Prison Break
Supernatural

4 places I've been on vacation
Langkawi
Singapore
Sarawak
Thailand

4 of my favourite food
Spaghetti *wiggles eyebrows*
Pasta
Vanilla Ice-cream
Mashed Potatoes :) :) :) Cheezy wedges! lol..

4 places I would rather be
On a beach at night - any beautiful beach
Surprisingly I'm thinking of Shah Alam Club, accompanied by a book 'cause the breeze there is wonderful
Out Mamak-ing with friends
Vacationing, out of Malaysia

4 favourite songs
The Fray - How to save a life
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Coldplay - Fix You
James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

4 others I wanna tag
Cwoon
Kelly
Shin
Beng Sze
(AND WHOEVER comes across this! hehe.. have fun!)

STAR Prom.. GO! Go? No?

2006-11-20T20:04:00.000+08:00

This is SMK Tengku Ampuan Rahimah's Prom for the year 2006. Everyone's invited, so please call up the contacts to get your tickets!

Prom... To go, or not to go. That is the question. Some of my friends are going, some are not. I'm too lazy to dress up or to buy new clothes, plus I don't wanna wear a dress.. Gaaahhh.. Laziness..

Hahaha.. Anyways, who's going for the prom here? Any of my friends??

Kxin.

In a moment of uncertainty...

2006-11-17T02:09:00.000+08:00

What caused this mess?

Childhood - Sesame Street

2006-11-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

You guys should watch these two videos.. I was half way chatting with Sher Mayne when I commented about Elmo being in her picture.. She said she loved Elmo. I on the other hand, absolutely ADORED the Cookie Monster! Then, I remembered and started singing the Cookie Monster SONG!!

HAHAHA.. I told Sher Mayne and found the video on YouTube. It's so adorable! C is for Cookie, that's good enough for me! ;)

Anyways, here it is!

Then Sher Mayne went and found an Elmo Song!

I still love the Cookie Monster!!! lol... He and me are buddies, we love cookies!

How bout you guys? what's your favourite Sesame Street or Cartoon character? lol.. I honestly, HATED BIG BIRD!! lmao...

Uh oh.. Blogger's Block again??

2006-11-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry. I know, I know.. I've been neglecting my blog again.. hehehe..

There's nothing much to comment though. Actually a lot but my days have been a blur. It's always like that during the holidays. Lifeless! GAHHH!!

Yeah, yeah. You people have one phrase going through your mind right?

"GO GET A JOB!"

See? I know you all too well. *smirk*. Bodoh right? Talking to myself here... hahahaaa... See??? I've drowned in the sea of lifeless-ness!! To be honest, I can't get a job! Not can't as in I'm not employable, but can't because I have commitments around the end of Nov and beginning December.

Remember about KL International Busker's Festival in Dataran Merdeka that I talked about? Well, just to refresh your memory, it'll be on 2nd December 2006. So, since I'm in charge of one segment, I gotta keep the WHOLE week before 2nd December totally free. That's 'cause the costume designers from London and France are coming down to give instructions to us, to teach the other members.

I don't think any part time or full time job will let me take a ONE WEEK holiday right?? It'll be ridiculous. If you know of any, please tell me! hehee...

Anyways, last weekend I didn't do much. Went to Pulau Ketam (Crab Island) with brothers, Uncle Robert, Soo and Jason. Hehe.. Since Soo said it was okay, Jason is Soo's BOOOOYYYYFRRREEEENNN... wakakakakakakakaa!! We took him to visit our old 'kampung' (village). Actually not really, we went Pulau Ketam.. Soo's village is actually 'Gor tiau kang' a.k.a. 'Sungai Lima' or Five River? hahaahhaa!! That's our kampung actually.. :P Pics are below!

Pics of the day out..

This is Brian, doing his pick-nose impression while we were in the speedboat to Crab Island.

Here you have Nicholas; I don't know what he's doing.

Arriving at Crab Island:

This is actually a pic of the Five River (direct translation of Sungai Lima) Village. hehehe..
But you can see how they live. Their houses are on wooden stilts.

oohhhh.. Birdy.. Purrrdy.. :)

This is why they called it Crab Island. There are lil crabs EVERYWHERE.

Cooling off with some ice-cream. yumm.. as usual, i grinned like a kid when I got mine. lol. It was freakishly hot in the morning!

After exploring Crab Island, we went to a fish farm:

Travelling in style.. ;)

The Kids.. lol...

Boat out of water? They were experiencing low tide, so big ships like this can't go to sea. So, most of the fishermen repair their ship and nets during the low tide weeks.

At the Fish Farm:

This is a pic of the fish farm. Trust me, it's bigger than this.

These fishes are NUTS! throw them some shrimp head and they go crazy!! Nasty lil critters. They're called 'Red Snappers'. The guy that took us around pronounces it Red Snapple.. ahahah so much for being drinks right?

Now this is one SCARY fish. it looks small here but then it's almost as long as Brian! Gahhh..!

Nice lil' fishies...

Fish outta water.. :)

Then, we met some cute friends on water..!

See? It's not even afraid of us. It was purring and askin for some lovin'!

Yep, there were two kitties!! They're so cute..

I bet it was having a great time! lol.. coz everytime we stopped scratchin it, it'll just purr or meow more to get our attention..

Uncle Robert.. hehehee...

The view before we went home.. That my friends is Soo's Village.. hahahahaa.. No la, it's our family's village. My grandfather was Head Dude of the Five River Village. :) I'm proud of our roots, but ask me anything about fishes, I don't know nothing! lol.

All in all it was a great day indeed.. :) Obviously! Thanks Uncle Robert for bringing us along! :)

Mourning.. A day of silence.

2006-11-10T02:02:00.000+08:00

To my dearest friend John,

I cannot share or understand the loss that you've felt. I can't imagine losing someone so close, a father. However, I understand he was a true hero, a great man. Grasp the memory that you have of him and keep him in your heart. I am truly sadden by your loss.

Continue to be strong, your strength is something to be admired, as all of us that visited you have seen today. All my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family, so is everyone else's. We're here for you and anytime you need help, we'll always be here.

You've always been the spark in our lives and you always will. Never lose faith in life. Never lose faith in yourself. We love you and we grieve with you.

BBQ night.

2006-11-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

Hehehee... I can safely say that before this, I haven't seen a glimpse of my own family for as long as 2 days!! Monday and Tuesday, i didn't see them eventhough we're living under the same roof.. lol.. Anyways, I think i'm turning into a night owl, or possibly a vampire *smirk smirk, evil grin*. I've been sleeping at 5am and waking up at 2pm... my body clock is totally haywire and screwed!

Oh yeah, here's what happened yesterday!

Shaleeni had a BBQ party thingy in her house (that's what the chickens and groceries are for on Monday). So Me, Jon, Jolene, Daniel, Sarah, Pei Wey, James, Chit Kwan and Wei Jin were there. Lots of naughty-ness (especially the guys) and bickering ensued.. LOL!! A lot of things like fish BALLS and Batangs came out... hahahahaha.. lots of gay-ness as well!

ahhhh... barbecued food... the fire is soooo pretty.. :)

The Chefs!! WeiJin, Sha and PWey

ChitKwan - murderous.. LOL!!

Jon.. i think this is his hungry face but i'm not sure!

Banyaknyerrrr bola... hahahaha..

Kwan enjoying the balls and batangs.. OMG.. hahahaa..

Look properly at Jon's plate.. It's Sha's kiddy plate.. LOL..

Sarah, WJin (aka UnderWear) and Shaleeni cookin..

Playing foosball with the food!

Randomness.. Jolene, Jon, Pei Wey, Kwan, Daniel (Hottie) and Sarah.

"I shall flatten his hair!!" muahahaha.. Pei Wey kacau-ing Kwan's hair..

The mess.. :) Eh... we helped to clean up as well!

Hottie... hahahahaaha... he loves the hotdogs..

During the drinking game - Posing.. lol..

We weren't gambling..!!

Before Wei Jin and Daniel went for a romantic stroll under the rain.

Playing Taboo.. fun weiii...

What's better than to end the day with some drama show and 'The Swan'??

Group pic.. lol.. the rest sudah balik!

The gals.. nice right??

Before we leave!

It was tremendous fun! and I can safely say it's the first time i really ate food at a BBQ party! Crazy bunch of people la.. hahaha..

Love,
kxin

Bunch of nutters in Shah Alam!

2006-11-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

Wow.. i'm giving you guys two long posts in a day! hehe.. Anyways, today was an extremely fun day. Shaleeni planned that we go to Shah Alam Club for badminton. Since Matt would need to come from PJ so Shah Alam Club was like ameeting point for us.

Anyways,

Me, Sha, Jo, Kwan, Poh left S.I.T. College at around 4pm++. We got there around 4.30pm++ and went straightaway to the badminton courts. Unfortunately, I didn't have time to take pictures because we got distracted by a VERY STRICT lady at the counter. We had to book the courts as there were regular members who booked the courts at 6-7pm. Lucky thing we got to play from 5-6. Hehe.. there was a fair amount of sneaking around too..

Badminton was damn funny. Since there were 6 of us, we played doubles and singles. The funny part was when Jo teamed up with Matt vs. Me and Poh. Jo was playing the cute card and had a very cute pose! I don't have a picture of it though. And she was practically distracting everyone that was trying to serve. I tell you, the distraction works! Evil Jo! Don't be fooled by her looks of innocence.

After badminton, we decided to go to the newly opened Tesco down the road. Before that, they were moving their stuff from Poh's car to mine and in the middle of it, we got into some crazy stuff.. Thankfully, I took out the camera this time and I caught some funny moments! Here's Jolene...

Ahhh.. this is the life... hehehehehee..

Testing it out... hehee.. we were laughing like crazy coz Jo could fit nicely!

Matt, doing the honors of locking Jolene in the boot!

THE VIDEO!!

If you were to see carefully, Jolene said, "it is very comfortable" at the end! hahaa..

So six of us squeezed into my car and headed there. Sha also needed to buy stuff for barbeque. We ate at the Tesco foodcourt. Hehe... Btw, attention to SherMayne... the WHOLE TIME Matt and Sha was bickering and whining at each other like bunch of noisy old people.. I wonder how u tahan those two!! haahahah..

Yumm yumm.. dinner!

PohYen said this was just TEA! not dinner! hehee...

ChitKwan.. hehehee...

Tengok ini dua????!?!

After that, we're off to shop for some groceries!! :) This is where the fun escalated.. lol.. I won't explain much but I will post pictures to do it for me..

Scandalous.. hahahaahah!!! no la.. the four of us left them together to do shopping.. coz they were bickering like parents!

Doing a good job..!! That much chicken!!!?!?!?

Then we regrouped...

The group on shopping mission...

Hehee.. using strands of spaghetti, a StarWars epic Jedi Fight!

A vid on Posing for the camera!

Then came the funny ones!!!

Jolene finally got over her cravings for BREAD by eating this!!

Matt, the trolley boy!!!

ADoi.. mana Shaleeni?? She was so worried bout the groceries.. hehee..

Double checking the stuff we bought... it was team effort!

Last but not least... This is dedicated to Sher Mayne from Me.. hehe.. see how wacky these two are?!?

We shall end today's post with a lovely video of Matt and Kwan!

This is a cheeky video of Kwan and Matt.. lol.. Matt's on the left and Kwan's the one on the right. We were getting bored while shopping in Tesco and since Matt keeps bumping people with that trolley, we came up with this video... :)

IT WAS A FUN DAY INDEED! THANKS EVERYONE! :)

LOVE!!!
kxin

Emcee-ing Soka Family Day

2006-11-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm.. this post is to answer everyone who asked how it went. Thank you to everyone who wished me luck!!

Hahaa.. I wore a Lengga on that day and a number of members wore sarees and traditional indian clothes as well. SGM (kaikan) was beautifully decorated but unfortunately, i didn't get the chance to take pictures. I actually asked my brother to do that, but him being himself, obviously didn't know what was worth taking!! Grrr.. i'm still angry at him till now!

Anyways, it was alright. I had high expectations for myself on that day, so i was freaking myself out.. lol.. We had some un-scheduled changes of the plans and everything and I had more stuff to announce in the end. So I was kinda panicky but it was alright. As I said, I kept reminding myself to be me on stage. Which was practically me, like what Ling said her mum commented, I addressed the crowd like a bunch of kindergarden students.. wakakakakakaa!

Because the crowd got really restless and stuff over some parts of the day like the health talk (which is REALLY long and draggy) and some other things, I had to do something to get their attention. Or else I'll really be speaking to the wall. Not to mention my inability to communicate with the other emcee 'cause she was translating to tamil made it harder to interact.

I ended up asking the crowd a lot of times, "are you all having fun?" thank goodness they answer loooo!!! they'll be like, "Yeahh!!". I'll go on again, "Sure anot??" coz i wanted more response, "Yes!!".. hehee.. at one point, when the RC2 members came in, the kinda screamed "YEAHHH!" heeh.. and that was the point where i was like, OKAY.. *smiles*. At least got some supporting crazies now.. hehe...

To be honest, I was very blur and confused.. LOL.. I didn't follow the script though and sometimes I talk too fast. Hehee... Plus, especially during the announcements segment, I had a lot of 'ummm' and 'ahhh' moments 'cause I was quite unsure of the details they gave. This was the embarassing part.

But for the most, everyone seemed receptive. :) Which is what I'm happy for. AT least the crowd was okay. So, I think I did okay for my VERY FIRST TIME emcee-ing a big event like this weiiii.. Hundreds of people, the hall was packed.

The activities we had were awesome. Here I have a few pictures..

In front of the Hall (IPA), the Amala members created a lovely kolam!

First performers.. Kiboo Kotekitai... all girls!

The Tamil Dance by amala members

The Hindi dance.. dey.. these two girls can really dance! they were sooooo fast, it was exhausting just watching them! hehe..

First formation by the Gym Boys. Due to technical (audio) difficulties, these boys had to remain in this position for about 3-5 minutes.. Killer wei! You could see their limbs shaking. After awhile, they disassembled and waited for the music to get ready.

Cool right? Gym boys!!

See the three tower behind? there was a part where the boy at the peak had to fall face up from the highest position. Believe me, the crowd gasped in awe and fear... Imagine the amount of trust that you put in your comrades just for that!

The Final Pose. hehe.. bunch of posers...

All in all, we had some technical difficulties and much more, but it was alright. A great day indeed. I still have a LOT to learn though but it was good for a first timer.. lol.. Thank you once again for your support. If I can get more pics, i'll put it up later! enjoy these!

The heebie jeebies

2006-11-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

UGHHH!! in like 8 hours more, i'm going to have to speak in front of the crowd of hundreds!
Nothing like starting your day speaking in front of crowds for the Soka Family Day huh??

I totally regret the times where I snicker at bad pronunciations and slip of words... This is totally karma weiiii... GAHHHH!! I'm getting the cold feet and everything.

I dun think I'm prepared, although that's what I say I am. Everything is SO last minute!!

Sigh... *breathes in and out*
*repeats to self, "Just be Ke Xin... Just be Ke Xin"

GAHHHH!! lol...

sorry... it's the heebie jeebies I'm feeling right now, or this could also be because I just watched 'Red Dragon'.. that show is 'mind-boggling'.. heheeh

LOVE!

A little more push... and i'll go over.

2006-11-03T03:43:00.000+08:00

I'm kinda weirded out and impressed by myself at the same time. I've been sad and totally depressed at times. Just four miserable walls to stare at and reflect.

I've always been a big keeper of all things myself and around me. Things that I may never say or talk about.

The sad part is, I want to relinquish the title of being the steel soldier. Half of me wants to ignore, the other half wants to care.

I see the world as a place to show love or hate. It's either one. That's 'cause it has only shown me both. Nothing is in between. That's 'cause in between, is not living at all.

This is mostly gibberish. Stop reading now. I feel dumb. My own entry about myself and I still ask people to stop reading.

You know what? I've been feelin the urge to do all the things that I don't want to. Who doesn't right? I feel it more and more each day.

I see alcohol. I know I can drink only a little before i get light headed but then.. I wanna feel what it's like being pissed drunk. Even if it's sickening.

The urge is ever so present there. I see bottles of whisky, wine and beer and all I can think of is drinking to oblivion. See how much I can be pushed till I go over the edge.

But i'm afraid. What if I get dependant on it? Be an alcoholic? I can certainly see myself being one since I'm so close to it. I don't want to. I've seen how bad it is when a person is an alcoholic. It's ugly and horrid.

The lure is the part where you drink into emptyness. You don't see anything at the bottom of that bottle and all you feel is numbness. So many things to forget. The path of an alcoholic? Wasting their life away.

Then there's also smoking. I hate it. I hate smoking to the ends of the earth. I hate every being that smokes. They're fucking liars and cowards to me.

Even with all this, the temptation is still there. Sometimes when I'm really low, I wanna see if I can corrupt myself and hate myself even further by smoking. Another way of hurting myself, by crushing everything that i stand for.

How bout the cold and stiffness of a blade? I've heard about it. The bad and the so-called goodness. Suicidal? Not the place to be. Not me, not what I am. But there.

However, suicide is not on my mind. If i ever thought about it, i told myself it's totally dumb.

But the two things before it? It's always there. It's on my mind everytime I look at alcohol or a pack of smokes. The temptation to weaken or violate my own self respect.

Then there's the part where I honor everything that I am. It's the thing that is keeping me sane right now. But how much of sanity do you need to be kept away from insanity?

I will not smoke, nor would I be an alcoholic.

But sometimes I do wonder, what is my limit to all this?

Will a small push just be the trigger of all this or do I have more endurance?

It's all about my strength of body and mind.

And I wonder,
no,
I'm waiting, if there is going to be a problem that I'll face which is too dark for myself to handle.

Would I be pushed over?

Look at what I see...

2006-11-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

Distortions in the sky..

The light and clear sky looks so far away while the gloom starts to surround.
It doesn't know if it wants to be light, or dark.
Everything is just so mixed up and indecisive.

Sometimes...

PICTURES! PICTURES!! heehehe..

2006-11-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

AGAIN... dunno how many times I've mentioned him.. COMPLIMENTS and SALUTATIONS to MR. CHAI CHUNG HAN for taking so many pictures! Here are some that I managed to upload.. Blogger's being a b*atch right now and I can't upload more!

Pictures of Renaissance Choir 2 in Jenjarom!

Group Picture! :) Cheeseeee!!

Chilling out and watching other performers..

Voice warm-up session before the night's performance

Us.. waiting behind the building for our turn to perform. Since the hall was small, most of us performers all sat outside on mats like these.. it was really fun though! The whole time we were singing our old songs or whatever songs we could think of. The atmosphere and spirit was great!

Nice right?? hehee.. I think this was just a rehearsal.. :)

My newfound sense of respect for the Dixie Chicks

2006-10-31T04:08:00.000+08:00

At one point, they were the world's biggest selling female group..
Then, they kinda disappeared.. I always wondered what happened to them.. However, I just found out about it and I wanna share this with you..

Watch these videos first before you see the video clip of their latest song...

The interview and the Scoop on Oprah... I know some of you people don't watch it, but watch this video!

2nd part: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzndH-2DjbI
3rd part: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2su_iLnGXwI
4th part: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SGcRd13poI

A trailer...

(Yes, I think they made a documentary out of their ordeals... GO girls!)

After you've seen that video, you'll further understand their video clip for the song:

"Not Ready to Make Nice"

I spent one night, viewing their interviews and stuff.. Gosh, I really salute and respect these girls.. They stand up for what they believe, unlike many of us here in our beloved country. If we don't question, how are we going to get the truth out????!

If this show was shown in my country, I'd be one of the firsts to go get their ticket...

The lyrics:
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it

I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

OMg.. haha i rewatched this again!

2006-10-29T03:46:00.000+08:00

I love this vid! It shows just how wacky we are!! lol... :)
See la?/ even our teacher is crazyyy!! RC2 rocks!! Let's make another vid CChungHan!!

Tagged by Lyds

2006-10-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh... after a LONG LONG week of nothing but choir practices and rehearsals, Lyds tagged me to do this.. so, as a respectful blogger, I gotta do it.. lol! thanks girl... :P

3 Hobbies
- Web surfing
- Reading stuff
- Hanging out with friends

3 Things on my to-do list
- Gotta prepare a speech and get myself ready to emcee the upcoming event
- Clean my room and throw out unwanted papers
- Go out with friends! hopefully mamak by tonight.. hehe.. i wanna release stress

3 Unique traits
- Silly
- Horny (that's what people say.. haha.. i'm just putting it up to be contested.. anyone?)
- Blur

3 Favourite drinks
- Tea ... any type of chinese tea!!
- Coffee
- Mocha

3 Passions
- Internet (geeky, i know)
- Friends
- Music

3 Awesome movies
- Click!
- insert name of any Disney movie
- Bring it on... *smirk.. hehehe*

3 Good Bands
- Coldplay
- Nine Inch Nails
- The Fray

3 Things I am anal about
- schedules
- stuff in my room (no one can throw anything out without my permission)
- my laptop

3 Random men
- ZDer
- James Blunt (listening to his song right now)
- unfortunately.. I dun have any random men in mind

3 Bad habits
- being sleepy all the time
- throwing my stuff all over the place
- Going out till late without telling parents what time i'll be back

3 Painful experiences
- losing my grandfather
- not getting acknowledged
- No chance of being the 'ideal'

3 Treasured memories
- joining SIT's choir, meeting wonderful people
- laughing and joking with ol' high school friends
- being in Renaissance Choir 2.

3 Goals before 30
- Be a successful person
- Own a Hummer... lol...
- Staying in a foreign country

3 Favourite desserts
- pure Vanilla ice-cream
- Tim-Tams with any hot drink.. lol
- SPAGHETTI.. (it's a meal, dessert and everything rolled up into one!)

3 People I tag
- Cwoon
- Kelly
- Shin

A day in the life..

2006-10-26T00:46:00.001+08:00

Of Cwoon and Kxin on MSN... hehehehe..

Read this (tetek) POST...

WAKAKAKKAA..

This post is self-explanatory... HAHAHAHA!!
Love ya girl..

BTW, TAN LAY YEN!! Where are you1?!?!?!?!

Boredom + Camera + Software

2006-10-25T04:21:00.000+08:00

HEHEHEE... I got totally bored again. it's 4.15 am and i should be sleeping!! gahhh!!
This pic sucks, but what the heck?!?

I'll sleep now.. lol...

This post, is dedicated to my cousins.. feel the love ya'll.. I'm the luckiest person in the world! hehe...

2006-10-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

I love my family..!!! :) :)

I don't know how many times I've said this but I don't think I've said it enough. I thank every single power or karma or whatever it is, that gave me such a loving and understanding family. I don't know about you, but really... I treasure you people. I know, I know, I'm getting mushy and stuff.

Trust me when I tell you, every small thing they do means so much and says so much! Thank you.

This week itself, my big family all went down to Port Dickson (The Uncles, Aunts and Little Cuzzies) for the holidays, leaving behind all the grown Cuzzies... :) I gotta take care of my grandma and make sure everything's alright. So, since there's only me, the maid and Grandma at home, my cousins have been constantly checking to make sure everyone and everything is alright!

Hehee... so it's like, I've been getting and eatin food 'prepared with love' (internal joke) from my cuzzies.. :) Sunday and Monday night itself, Soo had cooked dinner for me! Hehehee.. YAY!! She cooked Spag on Sunday, and chicken, mash potatoes with gravy as well as toasted bread with salami on Monday.. :) it was a last minute thing.. I was stuffed!! I think i burped loudly at least 5 times everytime i go eat there... hehe...(it's encouraged actually! *wink)..

I didn't get to take a picture of the spaghetti though, coz my phone died on the same day.. sigh.. but here are the ones i managed to get on Monday!

Hehe.. camwhoring with Soo's webcam.. she won't let me take a picture of her, so i got a picture of her 'sexy'-back instead.. lol.. she was preparing dinner..!

WHIPPED POTATOS!! My favorite! (aside from spaghetti)

hehe.. on the left u can see half of the toasted Salami (with cheese, which was stuffed into a toaster, letting it melt together), the fried chicken, gravy and whipped potato! gahh! it was wonderful!

A close-up!!! :)

Then on Tuesday afternoon(today), Chee Beng and Bok Lan (both cuzzies) bought me lunch (prawn noodles) and I ate happily.. lucky thing i didn't have a bad reaction to the chilli stuff.. hehe.. at night, they bought stuff for the maids (a few who worked for my uncles as well, around 3 of them) to cook.. they kinda had a Hari Raya dinner at my house.. lol.. they bought Satay, Ketupat and stuff... it was so nice of them!!

I didn't manage to take a picture as well but the spread was delicious. So, I served them Tim Tams instead and told them bout the Tim Tam SLAM!! hehe.. it's a technique for eating tim-tams.. serious! It's a way where you use the tim tams as a straw to drink your drinks.. READ THIS blog if you don't believe me. OR Wikipedia! hopefully i'll get to take a picture of the tim tam before i run out of it! hahaha

Hehe, many thanks to Soo and her host family in Australia, Brian and Tanya Insley - Ng lol... for this wonderful experience.. hahaa..

Then, at night.. when I picked up Huay-Pin for Badminton (Tuesdays are our badminton days along with Huay-Theing, Ai-Ling, Chung Han, Alan and Andrew) and she gave me one whole container filled with Sushi.. lol.. I was like, WHOAA... hehe... apparently, Huay-Tjin felt like making sushi and made extra.. hehe.. I'm lucky I have great cousins..

Yummm!! hehe..

The normal routine... haha... I came back and stuffed my face with sushi... :P

Honestly, its these small little things that makes you feel the love from the family. Haha, there's so many other things that they do for me and I really appreciate them for it.. those are kinda hard to explain but these are the easiest and simplest things that really shows it. You might think these are small things but these are what I call little treasures..

So, today my post is entirely for my cousins. If you read this know that I really love you guys and respect and thank all the powers for giving me such a wonderful family! HUGS! :) :) :)

LOVE,
Ng Ke Xin.. :)

Tomato and Lettuce! PG-13...

2006-10-24T02:20:00.000+08:00

Omg.. I can't believe it! I FOUND this thing!! This reminds me of the times when I was still in high school (gosh, i sounded like a grandma relating her experience). We would joke and joke non-stop bout this and shouted the words! Everyone in school would know what the joke was about.. those who didn't were often laughed at! haha it's hilarious.. well, if you didn't think it's funny then, I don't care! hahaha... gosh.. all the memories...

BE WARNED.. it's a DIRTY JOKE.. LMAO!! Kids STAY AWAY!!

Okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school.
Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old.

One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun.
They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk. So he and his girlfriend climbed up to the top bunk.

As you might expect things start to heat up.

The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position.

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

She screams, Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Whoa!!!

PULL IT OUT!!!

PULL IT OUT NOW!!!

I can't get pregnant!

Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!*!

This is so much better told face to face.. hahahahah!!

lots of love to ya'll!
kxin

Tired, Fatigue, Joy, Success and Despair.

2006-10-23T02:26:00.000+08:00

Sigh... all in two days.!

Saturday 21/10/06,
RC2 had a performance in Jenjarom along with other culture groups! It was soooo totally fun, and it's our first ever performance outside of SGM. WE're soooo freaking proud of it as well. The heat was terrible and it was hard for everyone because the hall didn't have anything tech in it but as usual, our hardworking friends from Soka Gakkai Malaysia did their best and set up the stage, lights and sound beautifully.

You can see all the dedicated members down there making sure that night's performance a success.. All the sweat and energy! Plus, RC2's spirit was on a high that night! We were singing non-stop before and after the performance. It was fun to see everyone so happy. People young and old.. Here's a toast for you guys! Thank you so much! Will hope to get you guys some pictures on it soon!

But the sad thing was, I saw a bunch of kids there around my youngest brother's age (probably 9-12years old) at the back of the hall, behind some buildings, smoking. I'm serious. They were huffing and puffing like nobody's business. I was shocked.. Hello? They're just kids!! Yet they're smoking like they've done it for years! If that sight doesn't make a person sad, then i don't know what else will. I was quite furious actually but obviously I don't know them and i'm thinkin it's probably the trend there..

Sunday 22/10/06,
I had to go choir at 10am. Now this is what I call crazy. We have an external performance coming up this Friday and we have to learn up around like 10 songs to perform this coming Friday itself. It's for China Press and we'll be performing in Hokkien Association. Everything IS SOOOOO FREAKING LAST MINUTE! I hate last minute stuff 'cause those things either MAKE or BREAK people... You know what's the MOST frustrating thing of all? It's ALL in freaking MANDRIN. I'm a banana (a term for Chinese people who can't speak the language), you know, I know, everyone knows. Learning this is like learning a song in foreign language.. plus, i have to learn 10 different songs (which I never heard before).

I would've pulled out of the performance, but then they really need people and I know I can contribute more if I stayed on... but I honestly HATE last minute events like this. I feel anxious and nervous and helpless. Today itself it took me SO FRIGGIN' long to catch a relatively EASY tune.. I was so frustrated. Probably it's the fatigue from the previous night but I've been in choir for like 2 years, at least i can catch the tune right? (I'm sorry but I'm really disappointed and frustrated). Everytime I can't sing the tune or sang it wrong it's like I'm disappointing the whole crew. Ranting again...

Then there's the thing about me being the MC of a soka Family thingy next month. I'm so unprepared.. I'm busy, the other Mc is busy... let's just hope we'll have time to prepare and stuff.. This is going to be my first time Emcee-ing.. I hope I won't screw that up..!

The 'best' thing was what happened after I came home from choir (around 4pm).
I went straight to bed to catch a nap. When I woke up around 6pm (yes, my naps last for hours), I looked at my HP and this is what made me totally frustrated... Two words appeared on the screen..

"CONTACT
SERVICE"

Imagine the horror I went through. All my friend's number was IN that PHONE! I didn't move the contacts to the SIM card. I'm screwed.... I tried everything, switchin it on and off, checking it with my brother's SIM card and taking out the batts and everything. It still doesn't work. Now, all I can do is pray till I send it to a 'HP doctor' for it's checkup. The phone has been with me for like 4 years? I'm so attached to it! Not to mention all my important stuff is in it!

BTW My Family is in Port Dickson right now enjoying their holidays. I have to stay behind to look after the house and grandma. I was reluctant to go at first 'cause I knew I wouldn't have much to do (my family knew I wouldn't go as well) but the idea of relaxing tempted me. When I asked my mum if i could go, she went like, "You wanna go ar? But who's going to take care of Ah Ma? Someone must stay at home and take care of her".. sigh... immediately I said i dowanna go liau. Yeah, no one would be here to see everything's alright. Plus one of the maids is going back Indonesia for Raya celebrations.. But still, i thought it would be nice if I went with my family for a change.. Guess not.

However!!!!

Thanks to my oh so lovely and wonderful cousin, SOO. She kinda saved my day from being horrid. She cooked me spaghetti for dinner... and I don't need to tell you guys just HOW MUCH I LOVE Her spaghetti.. it's wonderfully delicious! THANK YOU SO MUCH Girl! *HUGS* :):):) That made my day... Not to mention, she made baked banana with melted chocolate, a cup of iced mocha and gave me tim-tams... lol.. plus we watched Meet the Fockers (I ALWAYS wanted to watch it but didn't have the chance). it was hilarious! I loved every bit of it!!! "Assssss Hoooleee".. SO FREAKING CUTE!! loved Little Jack!

That practically sums up my day. Now I hope I'm going to have plans during the holidays 'cause it's going to be a LONG LONG one.. Wish me luck in all the upcoming stuff...!

~This can pretty show you my mood... don't forget to read what it says on the phone~

Love,

Kxin.

Hmmmm... Hahaa.. very lazy to update!

2006-10-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

Stole this from Kelly's blog!

Your Depression Level: 64%

You seem to have moderate depression.
Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.
You would benefit greatly from professional help.

Are You Depressed?

Ahhh.. far away from the sad news, WATCH this funny clip instead!!
lol!

Many thanks to Cousin Pin!!
;)

Mentholatum Youth Apprentice Prize Ceremony 17/10/06

2006-10-21T02:44:00.000+08:00

I'll let the pictures do most of the talking.. lol.. After the prize ceremony, we decided to have a small celebration... what better than SEAFOOD?! the unlucky thing was, Shireen was sick so we didn't go to Tanjung Harapan... heheehe...

We didn't win but at least we got Top 5 out of 13 other colleges! Cool huh?

Yumm... Seafood..! lol.. To be honest, I was too occupied with the food and totally forgot to snap a few pics before eating it! lol...

Diana Chew... aww.. camera Shy! hahahaha..

The Geniouses behind the seafood 'sponsored' by Mentholatum.. Dennis and Andrew! hahahaa...

The quirky girl, Wien Dee (yes, that's her name) lol!! And hey??? HOW exactly, do you eat crab with chopsticks?!? hehehe.. weird!!

Me... I dunno what I was doing.. hahahahaa!!!!! blur nyerr.....

BTW, I finished my exams and the Research PAPER! I'm free as a bird!! well, not really la 'cause Choir has SOOOO many performances coming up and I still have to eMcee an event... GAHHH!!! Busy-nyerr!

Anyways, tremendous thank yous and love goes out to you guys for sticking with my blog for such a long time! I hope you guys are getting something good out of all your time reading the crap that I write.. hahaha.. ;) *wink wink* who knows? I might post more on 'General Knowledge' in the future just to educate youngsters? hahahahaaha!! LMAO!! :P

love,
kxin

Alohaween 06?!! sneak preview - Finished

2006-10-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

(From top left: Shaleeni, Soo [and her pouty face.. wakaka], Isaac, Tina, Andrew [kissy face], TuckLong)

(From bottom, left: Aaron, Jeff and Hesham)

Hehe... The whole day we were SOOOOO busy and hectic.. actually, we wasted half a day (the whole morning) just waiting for stuff to be compiled and checked for the event. The whole day we were so afraid that we wouldn't have a sound system! GAHHH! trust me, it's a scary thought to have a party without music. In the end, we used my speakers, mic, laptop and hooked it up to Jeff's Amp.. After a few minutes of panic, VOILA! it works!! wooohooooo!! Imagine the relief!

EDIT: (Additional Post!)

Hehehee... 'macho' man Isaac!!! Hey, don't play play, he's the college's top scorer for ADP! LMAO... The flower's nice right?? Thanks Sasie!

For self-entertainment purposes.. lol.. it was nice to see them play without much care! I wanted to join in but got busy being the deejay! hehe..

First event of the night! The Limbo Competition!!

Tuck Long trying his very best for the hardest level!

Ouch!! hehee... I tell you, the pained expressions on the Limbo contestants after the game was damn funny!

This is the Poser game... Where they have to dance their way and then stop at a very cool and creative pose when the music stops.

This was actually the winning team. Their poses were very different and they were stock still!! hhaha.. points for creativity and team work..!

This team was very good as well! But they couldn't hold their pose!! hahaah poor guys!

Killer weiiii!! hahahaha...

This one was REALLY funny.. hahah i went around trying to make them flinch or move but they didn't!!

These are some of the people in the party..

These two?!?! I dunno what to say!! hahahaah..

The BEST picture I took for the night.. hahah they asked Shaleeni to pose like the statue of liberty! Hence, the book and the plastic cup as the torch! In the words of Soo.. "And so she shines like a beacon of hope for all the ones who have lost hope"

Hahaha.. love the pose girl! I like the light effect... ;)

Hahaha.. All in all, thank you guys all for your effort! I declare it a total success! ;)

Special thanks goes to Soo and Tina for giving their all!

love,
kxin

My.. My... Hectic doesn't cover it!

2006-10-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

Exams are over but the stress is still there! I'm still going to be very busy this week!

Anyways, here's a recap of last two weeks!

Friday: Cousin Brother's wedding.. had to wear a dress.. again... i'll never hear the end of this!

last week...

EXAM WEEK...
btw, i think i screwed up all my papers.. but heck.. if my CGPA stands i'll be so wonderfully happy!

Saturday (yesterday):
Malaysian Studies paper = fcked up..
Was extremely tired from the stress and fatigue of the week... had a few hours of sleep before that paper..
straight away after the paper (around 4.30pm), drove all the way to Jenjarom with Sha, Andrew, Alan and GeokKian for our performance rehearsal. was cranky.. sleepy and tired... not a good combo, seriously.

Sunday:
Choir performance for Young Women Division Kenshukai (SGM)... was GOOD! plus it was Sha's first ever performance with RC2... very proud of you girl! She was REALLY GOOD! *wink wink*.. stayed for the talk and everything till 3pm++.. it was a really good event.. the only thing was I was damn sleepy and blur.. .sigh...

AT NIGHT:
hahahaa.. i love spontaneous stuff.. that COUSIN of mine ajak me go watch movie.. hahaha and that was like at 7.50pm... decided to go for the 9pm++ shows.. but dunno watch what.. go there and see pulak.. We watched : 'JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE'... I TELL you, that SHOW IS GOOD!! FUNNY As hell! totally CORNY chick flick but VERY funny!! lots of G-strings and everything going on there.. plus... hahahahahha.. there's a PLUS! OMG..!!

(ps: don't watch the clip if you haven't watched the show!!)
The guys are going to like this.. Got one particular part.... AGHHH! i can't explain! this one MUST WATCH!! hahahhahaa.. *clicks furiously looking for the video on youtube* .. FOUND IT!
just make sure u let it LOAD FINISH before you click play k!??! no fun if it stops halfway..

"HOLY JAYALAMA!" INDEED!!

and YES, i watched it on OUR MALAYSIAN CINEMA SCREEN.. freaking shite!! hahahaa... i was surprised.. me and Soo was laughing our butts off the whole time and i KNEW it was going to happen at the beginning of the clip.. but the scene was REALLY CUte!! hahahaha..(ps: i have a good sense for all these stuff..!) Anyways, it was a fun movie..

Tomorrow (monday):
I gotta work my ass off for Alohaween .. (SIT ADP college PARTAYYY!) wanna come?? just give me a call.. hahaha... i hope it all goes well.. well, this is it for me!!! see you guys soon.. and hopefully with a LOT OF PICTURES! :)

love,
kxin

PPPPPS: THANK YOU GUYS for wishing me good luck.. only the 'Powers that Be' knows how much i need it! thank you... love ya'll.. HUGS!!!! *gives bone crushing hugs.. hehe*

What stress, 2 hours of sleep and a horrible paper can do to you

2006-10-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

I'll let the title of this post explain itself.. the paper was bad.. i couldn't do much of it...
I didn't get enough sleep as usual... was a walking zombie.. finished test at 12.10pm but stayed back in college till around 5pm 'cause i couldn't get my lazy ass out ... hung there with Rayvin and Sha...

In the end, i got extremely bored and crazy and these are the results of that!

Me and Sha acting silly... hehee.. wanna see a close-up on what was on my forehead? Mind you, I stuck it on my head for a few hours and it was funny to see other people laugh at my sillyness.. I like putting smile on people's faces, even if it means i'm viewed as stupidly funny.. lol..

It reads, "DISCARD CONTENTS AFTER 14/10/06". LoL.. 14/10 is my final paper and I'll definitely discard my brains after that.! So yeah, love the sticker! lol.. Thanks Sha! ;)

So, i guess you can see my frustration towards today's paper. Thank goodness it's only 30% of my overall gpa...

Sigh....

*knocks head on wall*
Thump! Thump! Thump!

Mooncake Festival Party - at Dennis, Diana, Jess and Victoria's!

2006-10-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

The Drunkards! (well, all except for Shaleeni!) hehe.. from top: Shaleeni, me, Ah Yee, Victoria, Diana, Shireen, Xi Ming, Andrew, Jess, Alan and the cameraman Dennis! Thanks so much for the pictures and the party too.. This party was for the mooncake festival last friday! I even slept over at their place.. mucho fun but will update next week.. NOW it's EXAM WEEK! Finals! GAHH!

2006-10-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

Group Pic! See our faces? hehe.. from top : Kxin, Sha, Andrew, Diana, Ah Yee.. Bottom row: Dennis, Jess, Shireen, Victoria and Xi Ming

2006-10-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

hohohooo.. gambling huh??! btw, if we lose the round of 'chor tai tee', we would have to bottoms up a full glass of beer.. lol.. and Shireen had 4 cups in a row! poor girl!!

Another Wedding!

2006-10-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.. SO NOT mine k?!?!

Summary:
My cousin brother's Desmond Ng! :)

We had another BLAST! it was sooooo funny and crazeee!! like Jan Tzen's!

i'll post up a few pictures for now 'cause i don't have them on my PC yet.. :)

These are mostly the cousins!!! (PS: these are just like half of them... hahahaA)

the half of the bunch of us...! those who are still unmarried la!

This is a really nice one... btw, that's uncle billy on the left while the two sitting down are Brian and Tanya Insley. Soo's parents from Australia! :) They're fun!

Will update later!!

Hehe...This post might be a bit boastful!

2006-10-05T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hello and Good Evening, (Or Good Afternoon or Night or Morning depending on which ever time zone you're in)

Today, I am....

VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!!! (really!!) WOOOOHOOOOO!! ALRIGHT!! GO ME!! YIPEEE!

HAHAHAHAHA!!! :D:D *INSERT BIG HUGE ASS FREAKY SMILE HERE*

Can you feel the joy?? hahahaa... feel the love too! =P yeah I know, i'm a little hyper today!

Today, I just gotta boast a little... :) so just bear with me..

PART 1: Preparations

For my Human Relations in Administration (HRA) class, we had a class activity which meant all the students will be split into different groups. Our lecturer, Ms. Tan would split us accordingly and her decision was final. We opted for a class activity instead of a 'Case Study' assignment 'cause those are REALLY boring as well as purely theoretical and since our class is about developing good human relations, what better way to do it? :)

On Wednesday, I was grouped with Andrew, Diana, Shireen, Sean, Edwin, Jennifer and HoangAnh (A vietnamese guy who's really quiet and shy). And THESE people just pointed at me and went like,

"KeXin will be the leader...!" *cue incredulous look by Kx*
"Everyone agree?" *opens mouth to speak...*
*all starts raising their arms as a sign of agreement*
"Alright! Agreed! hhahahaha!"
*Kx gives the menacing one eyebrow up look to team members while everyone just laughs at her facial expression*..

I think that was the start or the very beginnings of having a good relationship and also good team work with them... sneaky little fellas.. *raises eyebrows again* hahaa.. mind you, some of us don't even know each other..

On Thursday, all the team leaders were required to meet up with Ms. Tan to have a briefing on the activities. By the way, the Assignment takes up 15% of our evaluation!! She gave us some hints and also rules and regulations on what'll be going on during the activity.

(The duration of the whole activity is only ONE HOUR to complete ALL THREE TASKS.. each task will be allocated marks by the lecturer..) Here's the list;

Task 1: Brainstorming (Creativity) - that's all she told us! lol..
Task 2: Treasure Hunt - For items around our Campus
Task 3, the Biggest shocker of all: SUDOKU!!!!!! (visit this website to find out more about the game... http://www.dkmsoftware.com/sudoku/)

I was really worried bout Task 3 because I knew I didn't KNOW how to play that game AT ALL! Plus I had an inkling that none of my members play it too! lol..

After the 3 tasks, we're supposed to hand in a Group Report, Individual Report and Also to put on a performance! haahah... the last one shocked me too.!

Anyways, I was a little panicked at the idea of playing Sudoku and called up all 7 members to ask if they ever played it.. Everyone's answer was
"No. I never played it before!" and I was like, "SHIT!! How now??".
"Alright, nevermind. GO HOME, get online and PRACTICE the game before tomorrow! We need to be prepared!"
"Okay!"

Went home, sent all of them the complete instructions and also information about the assignment the next day. Plus I added some personal touches like,

"So to all of you great people, tomorrow we need to give it our best! I want all 15% from that assignment! hehehe.. :P don't you??!"

(I know, that shows the 'Kiasu' side of me! But Come on, 15% is A LOT!!)

So, most of us spent our time at night (mind you, some till 2am) trying to figure the game out. Thankfully I had Andrew and Diana working extremely hard on it.. lol.. thanks.

Categories:
1. Best GROUP
2. Best individual from each group

PART 2: JUDGEMENT DAY
Today, all my team members arrived at the designated time, 8.30 am!! hahaha.. talk about punctuality! We're good examples! I had time to brief them again just in case they didn't read my email. All in all, team spirit was very high.. everyone was excited. Best part is, all of them could communicate with each other easily. I was actually very surprised at this! We are the earliest team with and also the most prepared one.. that I can most certainly say! More instructions from Ms. Tan reminding us about the one hour time limit and then we're off. Each task needs to be completed before we could go on to the next.

Task 1: Creating a group name and also a team Song. Both must be related.
lol... actually, i briefed them a little about maybe creating a team name before we got our tasks so I guess they were mentally prepared.. *breathes sigh of relief* We split into two teams, one worked on the group's name and the other worked on the lyrics. I allocated only 15 mins for this task and since we couldn't think of a good team name, I named us "The Professionals".. hahahaha... tacky right? the song we created had the melody from "Can't take my eyes off you" and the lyrics I'll probably post up later! it was REALLY FUNNY! lol.. We made up the lyrics by referring to our HRA text book! finished in just about 17mins, and were the 2nd fastest team.

Task 2: Treasure hunt. A list of 10 items was given.
For this it was easy. Everyone read the list and was assigned each an item to look out for. Since they knew what was on the list, everyone looked out for each other's items. First item was to get a group picture (we grabbed one of our friends in class and took a group pic infront of all the other teams.. talk about camwhoring! hahahaa). The rest was like a beverage cup from McDonalds and since it wasn't OPEN at that time, we looked in the trash cans! Cool right? See the level of determination my team had? All this was completed (with us panting and sweating like crazy) in 15 minutes tops!

Task 3: Sudoku. We were given 3 copies of the same puzzle.
Split into groups of two to work on it! Everytime a group solves a section or gets any solution, the whole team updates their list and continues. With GREAT team effort, we finished it in only 10 minutes!! Mind you, all of us didn't even know how to play this game the day before!

So total? We finished all 3 tasks in 45minutes with time to spare. First group to finish all the tasks!Then we worked on our team performance. It was fun all the way and a lot of ideas from each member was thrown in! Everyone was in great spirit, even Ms. Tan was really impressed with our performance.

AT the end of it, all the groups performed their team songs and all were really good! All of us enjoyed it totally because each team was so different!

In the end, Ms. Tan announced the BEST GROUP and guess who got it??

YEAH! it was US! 'The Professionals'!!! YIPEEEE!!! heheee and we got souvenirs for our hard work.. lol.. she gave us notepads which were really cute and nice.. they left one especially for me..lol...

Hey, give me some freedom to Gloat alright? It's the first time I was ever elected as a leader and it's the first time I had a team of such diverse creativity and amazing team cooperation! All in all, a really happy day for me as well as the rest of the team. I was very proud of them and they were really proud of themselves.. A very effective team indeed!

You could see big smiles coming from them the whole day! Now that's what I call a Really NICE DAY! :)

If any of them reads this post, please know that I really appreciate all the effort that all of you guys put into making this activity a success. Most people would just be ignorant and brush this off as only an assignment but really, you guys had worked together to complete the group objective. I say that itself is amazing! CONGRATULATIONS.

Hehe.. plus the rest of the day that I was in college, many friends in my HRA class congratulated me for a job well done. I didn't do anything much, it's all a team effort. This is the first time in a LONG long time that I got any praises at all, so let me just bask in victory for a while okay?

*GRINS*

"We are the Champions... WE are the champions! No time for losers 'cause we are the champions! ...... OF the world!"

lol.. crap, I really am boastful huh? Aghhh.. WHO CARES! hahahahahahaahha!

lots of love,

Ng Ke Xin

Here's what I learned from today's activity,

1. INFORMATION IS the KEY to success. If you're in a group or team, you NEED to relay information to members so that THEY know what's going all as well as this will make them feel as part of the team. You MUST tell your members what's going on if you want to get team cooperation and good team spirit. Hence the e-mails and telephone calls.

2. Set a Group Objective! At least this way, the members will know what is the target of the collective and through this way, you can increase group morale as well as team work! Everyone on my team wanted to win best group and hopefully get all 15% from the Activity so we were highly motivated!

Side note, Guess what I found on my car's windshield today??

Here's a picture of it... Btw, sorry for the horrible handwriting, some people just can't write properly! hahahaahaha.. So, a caption would be available underneath the picture.
I think it says :

(PAY UP!! Hand OVER your BLOG!! - GRANDFATHER)

Ahhh.. what better way to sum up my day! LOL!!!! and to think I drove all the way home with that thing on my windscreen to notice it only when I reached home! hahahahaha... lots of love to you too my lovely cousin!

the rain falls...

2006-10-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

I just love times like this.. it puts my whole body into one mood... Broody...

*stops to listen*

It's raining... you can hear silent drops pitter pattering on my rooftop. The sounds of wet smacks and also tapping of rain on my window.. and the wind blowing the rain.. it Howls.. Sounds of thundering echoes in far off places.. reaching this place only a few seconds after... the atmosphere, sleepy and dark.. relaxing..

there it is again, thunder.. the low groans of thunder... rain drops.. sigh.. it sounds like tears... winds sounding like what you fear.. the eerie feel and whistling howls through your ears... the thunder comes again.. with lightning.. it's purplish blue... the light blinds the room for just one second and dissapates the next.. cold.. it's feeling really chilly in my room..

guess I should rest for now.. however, the sounds of the soft rain and booms of lightning and thunder just fills my room with enough energy.. it blends so beautifully with James Blunt's GoodBye My Lover...

Can you hear the emotions... ?

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so,
I'm so hollow.

Video Premiere!

2006-09-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

See la, for you people, I sacrifice my muka and stuff.. hahaah you'll see my terrible acting/hosting or whatever you call it.. This is the promo video (the edited version.. hehe we had to play the unedited version) that we played during the 2 sales day we had in S.I.T.! It was really funny and stuff.. Our team was named Cliche Corporation.. yep, very cliche! hehee... anyways, these are almost all of us (Dennis is not videoed here). hehe.. please spare me, i first timer k?? sumore one take only.. i know very bad... haihhh...

"Hehe... Since most of you guys know, I'm involved in a competition called Mentholatum's Youth Apprentice. Here is the 'promotional' video for our Team! I hope we at least get credits for putting in so much effort and work behind the sales!

Speaker 1/ Video Editor: Andrew Chan
Speaker 2: Chan Wien Dee
Speaker 3: Ng Ke Xin
CameraMan extraodinaire: Dennis Sim

Willing volunteers: Shaleeni, Jessny, Chun Yu and an unknown guy! :P Thank you so much!

Ps: lol.. most of us did this without a script and all we did was just asked the volunteers permission to test the products on them!

Hope you enjoyed this! :)"

Brian's first Violin!

2006-09-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

AS a hugely proud sister, I'm reporting to you guys that my youngest brother - Brian, just got his first ever violin.. hehe.. He's also one of the members of:

SGM's String Chamber Orchestra

(This is SGMS's very first string orchestra and it stars - KIDS!!!). I'm telling you, these bunch of critters are hard to manage. So, kudos to their teachers!

Now, I leave you with extremely POSER pictures of my wonderful brother... hehe.. (ps: I guess the camwhoring genes runs in the family!)

Blahhhhh! hehe...

Sesat lookin...!!

The Caption explains itself! hahaha..

hehee... damn Poser lar my brother!

Anyways, that's about it! ;)

Good Day people!

Introducing Bloggers #1

2006-09-28T01:22:00.000+08:00

hehe... I love doing this, it's like pimpin' my blog friends! I'm opening this new segment in my blog!

Today's New Featured Blogger would be....

*Jeng. Jeng. Jeng!!!*

Hahahah!! cantik..! Her blog was brought to my attention by none other than Shaleeni. And I love her way of putting sarcasm and laughter into the worst possible situations. This girl has got spunk! Not to mention, she's all cute and humble when you meet her. A huge Elvis lover and she drives a Yellow Getz (the pac-man!). One more thing... when you read her blog, go to the left side and click on the link that says 'Cereal ATAAACK!!!'. That'll definitely get you going.

POH YEN!! The SPLAT! Queen...! hohohoooo!

ehhehee.. such a cute picture! Taken in SIT's library! Thanks Poh for letting me link you!

Oohhh.. this sounds fun :) camwhoring competition!

2006-09-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

I got this from Shaz's blog.. :) What better way to support Xfresh?!
Head on there to view cool pictures.. I uploaded mine just for fun.. ;) And I saw Kim's and Gwen's picture!! Small world after all!!

Since I camwhore a lot, i was thinking, why don't I join this?? hehehee...

2006-09-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

On a lighter note.. here's a picture of me and my brother camwhoring... hehehe...

I'm going to admit something embarrassing...

2006-09-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

I wanna say something...

I kinda like Paris Hilton's Video - Nothing in this world

...And...

I don't know why!!! hahahahahah...

that's all..

One of many firsts

2006-09-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. Here, I'd like to wish Siew Wen the HAPPIEST of Birthdays and knowing that I can't give you what you really wish for on your birthday, at least you know that us (your friends) will be giving you support and praying for your dream! Plus the other wish... well, I don't know what to do!

So here it is,

Happy 19th Birthday Siew Wen!!!

I'm happy I got to know another great friend like you and I hope you liked your surprise! I hope the candle didn't melt the ice-cream and please don't eat the peanut stuff (I nearly killed the guy when he put nuts as topping into it..!) hehe and I hope you like the songs.. GAH! I'm just thankful you didn't take out a gun to shoot me for surprising you at 12 am... :P

lots of hugs and love from me!
Kxin ;)

KL International Busker's Festival '06!!!!

2006-09-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hey GUYS! I have some GREAT news! Yesterday, after going for Choir practice, all the other culture groups were asked to gather for a meeting. There was some hush hush going on since NO one knew what it was about!

Here's the good part: They're DOING AN ALL OUT COLOURFUL PARADE in KL!!
And not those boring, "March, march, march, wave flag like dead people parade"!
This is the fancy and outstanding costumes like HUGE ass orchids, fire and fancy COSTUMEs with huge wings and everything! I'll post a few pictures as illustrations for you guys but I'm telling you, all the CREATIVE juices are going into this show.

Plus as a performer, you don't have to follow routine steps like, left, right, front back.. You get to play with the crowd and dance to the enjoyable music! Did I mention beautiful costumes?!?!? imported costumes!! Plus it's all for charity! :) I wanna be in the Masquerade section.. being a jester.. that'd be fun.. or whatever. It'll be the experience of a life time!

To know more about Buskers.. Click here...!

i'll update you guys on it! SGM members from Cultural Groups can enter the event (selected ones) I'm not sure bout friends. I'll try to ask if you guys are interested!

Ah... Relaxing...

2006-09-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hello my lovely blog friends. :)

Me posting here today means that I've been through one hell of a week of tests and screw-ups! Yipeee..! *throws confetti like a mad woman... and falls smack on the face because she remembered assignments are due next week!* GAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ehehehe.. I'm such a party pooper... :)

Honestly, I've never felt sadder at the fact that I totally didn't do well in all three papers (my Intro to Business, Human Relations and Malaysian Studies paper..!) till I turned so whiny and sour. Talk about being down in the dumps, I felt was covered in all of it! Not to mention some COUSIN of mine burnt some pretty good spaghetti! How could he?!?!?! (NSM, you better watch out!) Believe it or not, hearing about the poor pot of spaghetti tore a hole through my 'OH SO fragile' heart.. *does the slow mo dying with a stab through the heart* (i'm thinking whether I should post a video of that.. hehehe.. you wanna see Kxin embarass her ass off?)

Thankfully, I have a bunch of really good friends (and "sometimes" the cousin) to comfort and to listen to my selfish rants. Plus it was totally my fault for not doing well but it's nice to know people are there for you. Especially when they message you all day and talk to you just to convince you that you'll do better next. You people know who you are, and from the bottom of my heart, I thank you.

Anyways, my lost appetite has found its way back into this lazy fat ass.. :) My appetite last week actually landed me in trouble with friends going like, "Is that ALL YOU EAT??!" and "You know people in Africa are dying of starvation right? You're here wasting food!". hehe.. I know, I know... But it's all back again, thank goodness. Food is startin to taste good.. yummm... I think it was the stress of last week.. *give the puppy dog eyes..* spaghetti??

So, this Saturday has been the most relaxed Saturday I have in like, MONTHS!! I slept at 12am 'cause of the internet connection problem (which I'm thankful of actually) and got some rest.. I woke up surprisingly at 7.30am and remembered I had to go Shah Alam Club with Shaleeni and Poh Yen. We went there like 9.30am and dropped by tesco to buy some RM4.50 shuttle c*cks.. hahahahaa... (I really don't want to be googled by that word)..

We started with a game of badminton.. which they bullied me for it... hahaha.. I was against two of em and they made me run all over the place! :P evil.. then we (actually THEY) went for a swim... I sat at the side enjoying the oh so beautiful breeze, scenery with a good book at hand. Plus pretty good company on the phone as well.. *wink wink* haha.. was laughing my ass off from that conversation.

Poh and Sha was swimming and they were doing the diving into the pool move (the starting dive from the podium thingy... ) Poh can't really swim so Sha (swim expert.. hehe..) showed her. It was HILARIOUS! haha.. I don't want to sound bad but it was funny! lol.. and Poh made it look so cute... and can I just say, diving into the pool body first is PAINFUL.. smack! ouch! :) but Poh, being the genious she is she learned damn fast! After being distracted by the antics of those two and the phone conversation.. I actually really relaxed. The breeze was wonderful and the chair was great.. so ... calm and peaceful.

Btw, that was the first time I drove on a proper highway to a far off destination... I LOVED IT! going 110 kmph and you still feel nothing!! fuyooo... cantik!!! I will drive more on highways then!

anyways, that's how I spent my time the whole day..

So, I summarize my week with one word - Horrid!! hehe.. plus my cousin wants to overthrow me and take over my blog.. hehe.. it's interesting though, maybe I should ask her to Guest Blog sometime.. what do ya think? :)

Not to mention, thank you Ng Huay-Theing (my oh so good cousin.. UNLIKE THAT Ng SOO chien) for helping me out!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU!! I owe you one.. and I mean it!!

(she's the one in the middle, right!)

HAHAHA! I hope this shows my appreciation.. That's all for now! ;)

love
kxin

Fusion Fiesta 2006

2006-09-19T01:23:00.000+08:00

The very first Inter-college event! Fusion Fiesta 2006.. held by our very own SIT International College Students.. Colleges like Taylors, Nilai, Sunway and many more joined the competition.. It was cool! :)

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The opening act! Narroway Band... Victoria on Keyboards, Johnathan on Guitar and the lead singer (I don't know who 'cause I don't think he's from SIT)

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Aiyaa! this would've been a great picture of Victoria on Keyboards!! I tell you, this girl can sing like and angel and can do so many stuff... multi-talented but shy! ;) she can pull of Whitney Houston's One Moment in Time ranges effortlessly!!

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Me and Soo camwhoring in the dark auditorium.. :) hehe.. I look so.... sesat.. and Soo is SOOO fair!! muahahaha

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Me and Kelly! PS: Thank you so much for the pictures! *wink wink* lots of love!! hehehee...

2006-09-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

Guess who made a surprise appearance?? well, not exactly a surprise but it was nice... Reshmonu!! lol.. everyone was shouting Resh's name but I was like, "Puan ROkiaaahhh!!! (ps: it's the woman standing next to him).. hehe.." oh yeah, pn.rokiah actually looked at me and laughed..

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Daniel (left with the cane) and Sean (right with the goofy smile)... as usual, kinkyness ensues.. lol!!! Daniel was one of the models during the show... great job!

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Shan Shan!!!! She got runner-up.. I still believed she should've won first place.. that girl has grace and charms.. plus she's the best achiever in SIT... See? Even Reshmonu is impressed..! lol

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Sorry la.. very far away.. camera can't zoom properly plus it was really dark.. i'll try to get a better quality!

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the band giving a performance.. damn gayaaa... hahahaa

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the band rejoicing! lol.. they only had like a few days/ a week of practice together! Congratulations!! :)

2006-09-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

I'm proud of you guys!! hehe.. The Battle of the Bands winner in Fusion Fiesta 2006 - 'Synergy'...! me and Soo were screaming our hearts out supporting you guys!! great job!

The things I learned...

2006-09-16T03:10:00.000+08:00

Farrkkinnnngggg SHIIITTTT!!!

Last week, whole week busy... Missed a few classes and guess what else I miss?

I MISS ANNOUNCEMENTS THAT SAID I'LL BE HAVING EXAMS NEXT WEEK!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!

AND i'm Still VERY Busy with the sales stuff and tryin to catch up with class!!

It's a short sememster where a normal 3 month class is crammed into 1 1/2 months!! Plus, I have 2 normal classes and ONE LAN subject (Malaysian Studies - which I don't know what the lecturer wants)... and....

ALL OF THEM NICELY HAVING EXAMS NEXT WEEK!! How to study!?!?
I'm busy on the weekendS! HOW TO PREPARE??!?!?!?!?!?

*hyperventilating... emo emo... I already ranted out on the guys when I went out mamak with them*

Sigh...

Ps: I'm really having back problems.. it's been very very stiff for like 3 days in a row now... I can't sit without it aching... people think I'm just 'complaining' bout things but really, it's really painful and uncomfortable.. 2 hours of class means physical and mental torture for me... but heck, who cares right??

Looking at a day of sales...

2006-09-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

These pictures aren't that clear 'cause I took it using my webcam.. and yep, that's my college right there.. hahaa.. today the MYC (MyCollege Magazine) guys came over to see how we're doing and stuff.. they commented that the college looked like a hospital!! ROFL!!

The Lip Care products

Deep Heating Rub...for muscle aches and stuff.. :)

The 'testing' area.. lol.. when customers come, this place would look like a tornado just trashed it.. :)

Most of you would know (many wouldn't), that my friends (Andrew, Dennis and WienDee) and I are involved in a competition called, "Mentholatum's Youth Apprentice". lol.. Sounds cliche, I know! Anyways, we qualified for the finals and we're competing against 16 other Colleges in this competition. All whom which have also their representative group.

For this competition, we are required to sell the products that they provide (ie. LipIce, SunPlay, Deep Heating Rub, BodyMist) in any 5 days that we select. 2 of the given days must be done on-campus while the remaining 3 are to be decided by our group. The winners are based on the sales generated, profit and management. All money generated from the sales will be donated to Monfort Boys Town.

And that my friends, is the reason why I'm always busy and tired these days! The workload is huge because of the extensive planning involved. The problem we have is finding the right location to sell these products. We already finished selling 2 days on our campus and honestly, we were shocked because the sales generated was very good. Kudos to S.I.T. Students! You guys made us proud!

These two days have been tiring and mind boggling for me because I was generally unprepared. I didn't know much about the products because I didn't have time and have always been going out these couple of weeks with lots of stuff to do. I come home feeling very tired and strained so I don't have time to prepare. Yesterday's sales was very hectic because we were rushing for time to set up our booth. It took us quite a long time btw.

The customers would ask, "what's the difference between ____ product and the other one?" "Is this better?" "Which colour do you think suits me the best?" (and really, I don't know much bout colours!! aghhh!). It was challenging trying to find the answer without showing your customers that you know NUTS bout your own product. Convincing them is the key to sales.. lol.. however, i'm very happy to report that i've generated quite a number of sales! Yipeee!

Today's sales however is much, much better! I think we sold double yesterday's quantity! Yay us! And plus, I can answer every single question they ask me... well, except for "Which colour do you think is nice?" questions.. HAHAHAHA.. but I know the difference between all the lipcare products i'm selling now! muahahahaha... Now, the big problem is we can't find a venue to sell with the remaining 3 days. Sunway Pyramid is all booked up (plus I heard it isn't a good spot to sell) and we're out of ideas. Shopping malls are a no-no. We're looking maybe to go to churches or something because it really IS CHARITY based type of sales.. :) It's for a good cause..

ANYWAYS, I'd Like to ask everyone who reads my blog... who wants to buy? You go outside now to see the local shops (I can't state which) that sells these products. Now see the prices get slashed a few ringgit! That's our price! lol.. it's like the lowest you can ever get!!! I'm serious! Just give me a ring, hopefully by the end of this week and tell me what you want.. I'll even deliver it to you! just as long as u support me! lol... I need all the help I can get.. leave your email and I'll even pass you the price list!

Alright, I'll be seeing you guys soon! lots of love!
Kxin

Many Birthday Wishes to My dearest Cousin!

2006-09-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

Dear Soo,

I know there are times I stress you out and make your blood boil(during the times we'd go shopping... hehe),

then there are times when I'll just annoy the hell out of you just to see your reaction,

But most of the time, you'll kick my ass and threaten me of all sorts,
including NOT cooking spaghetti for me ever again...

I'll sit down and think, that's not a good thing!
How can my blog continue without the support of your spaghetti?!?!!??!!?

So now here I sit and stare, thinking of a good thing to say to you...
However, there's nothing more I can tell you other than,

"Happy 20th Birthday Cousin!" ... and I.... :P I'm not going to kill you or my readers with the mushy-ness.. heheh.. you're one of the best cousin I have! *HUGS*

ps: I know this is a day too late, but you know I've been busy! Forgive me! :P
I hope you had a great one!

Love from your ever greatful cousin,
Kxin

Most memorable moments

2006-09-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

Here's the collection of the most memorable moments in choir.. :)

During the week's practice:

"So sorry I'm late! I'm so so sorry! *bows* sorry guys!"
"Aiya, don't need to say sorry wan larr!"
"Sorry! Sorry!"
"Aiyo so many times sorry for what?"

after awhile... and some few out of tune voices later...

"Sorry! Sorry!"
"Eh, why you say sorry so many times for?!?!" *whole choir stares*
"ehehehe.."
"Don't say sorry anymore! Say sorry one more time and we'll... We'll... Ahh, we'll strip one piece of clothing off you! Yeah! and make you do squats naked! And take a video of you with a camera phone and send it to everyone! hehehe"
*choir stares and laughs*
"hehehee... sorry lo... *pouty*"
*kxin stares in disbelief... Choir bursts into laughter*
"Strip! Now!!!"

---PS: No actual nudity was involved and no one was stripped naked or taken a video with a camera phone.. hehehe..---
PPS: Names were spared so that this post doesn't embarass anyone or offend anyone.. lol.. but I think you can guess which witty comments came from who laa.. judging who's in the choir! hahaha ;)

Another instance...
(Situation: 9am, in the bus heading to Renaissance Hotel for the convo)

Sha: You guys have to be a very good sheep today.
kx: *looks at Shaleeni with the blur and groggy look* huh? Why sheep?
Sha: You people are the sheep, I'm the shepard.
Everyone: hehehe!!!
Someone: Baaa...
Another wacky person goes: Meeeehhhhhh...
"Eh, isn't that a lamb??"
"Errr.. Dunno la.."
*mind you, this was a bunch college students making conversation*
"Baaa.." "Meehhh.."
...
"MOO!!!"

ps: again, I think you guys can figure out who had that witty comment in the end! *wiggles eyebrows*

After the convo:
"Okay, all the sheeps follow me"
"Baaaa..." "Meeehhh..." "Mooo!!!!!"
Me: We're cattle, not sheep!

On the way back to College,

Someone: *looks at a passing field and says* Ohh, Rugby!
*actually, they were playing football*
someone: Eh no... football la.
'smart-ass': Oohhhh... NEKKID!!
*and the group goes into chaos*
"Where? Where?"
"Ooops, half naked actually!" *a wicked grin.. hehe*
"Yooorr, ke xin!" -- with that hurtful tone because she didn't get to see naked guys!

---ps: again.. lol.. people shall remain anonymous---

If I can remember more, I'll definitely post it up! OH yeah, please bear in mind I only had 2 hours of sleep on that day and was desperate for some laughter to keep me awake! haha.. I guess I was in a good mood then!

S.I.T.'s Convocation - Choir

2006-09-11T00:23:00.001+08:00

Captions later but this is the photos I took on the day of SIT's Convo.. :) I was in the choir and here's the bunch of us lovely people!

Hey guys.. These are the wonderful and fun people I worked with! Together we formed SIT's Choir! :) The amazing thing was, we only had less than a week of practice yet we managed to pull it off.. All the credits go to Shaleeni and everyone else in it! Sha, you're the greatest for having to put us together and teaching us with so much ease and patience! Thank you guys for making that experience a memorable and fond one! Let's form a choir and have more performances together! yayy!! :)

Here's the pictures:

The Group picture

From Left (above) : Siew Wen, Me, Tina, Ken, Shaleeni and Daniel
From left (below) : Victoria, Kay Yun, Cheryl, Jolin, Soo, Andrew and Chun Yu

A bunch of sesats!

Me and her highness!! Soo!! (ps: the picture's blur but i really like it!)

KayYun, SiewWen and Me

hahahaha.. these two arr.. I don't know if they've made up their minds to be loupohs or not to be! it's damn funny.. this is their pouty-poser look.. Sha and Jo!

From left clockwise: Victory!!!, Sha, Wen and Jo (hehehe.. cute)

Me, Vic, Wen and Cheryl

This is us after our performance!

KayYun, Cheryl and Jolin... :) nicely lounging..

Andrew and Soo being 'gross and lovey dovey'.. ewww!! haha..

ChunYu, Ken, Tina and Isaac

Continuous camwhoring sessions..! hahaha

WIth ANGIE!! :) Congrats girl, we're proud of you!
Isaac, Tina, Angie, Soo and me.

yipeee... I got myself a webcam!

2006-09-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

Yep, as you can read from the title I got myself a webcam and now can webconference with my friends.. lol! Well, since I wanted to try it out, Ruey was online.. As usual, silly stuff and hijinks
were a plenty!

One for the camera! lol.. we were pulling our silly faces.. (ps: if u read my msg to Ruey, it's 'cause he was listening to Tata Young and we know she sings kinky songs! LMAO)

THE CHUBBY! hahaha.. that's LiRuey's brother on the right, LiOnn! I call him CHUBBY!

That's all for now.. Enjoy your weekend!!

ADDITIONAL STUFF:

Go to Cwoon's Blog to see the both of us further camwhoring.. hahahahaha!!! man, i really am becoming vain!

2006-09-07T02:31:00.000+08:00

Guess what this is?????

2006-09-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

I've been scribbling in class again.. :)

LiRuey's 18th

2006-09-05T02:28:00.000+08:00

Of cuteness and being a 'MAN'... :P

Here are the pictures.

Birthday Boy's Cake. It isn't much but it's the thought that counts right?

A close-up.. Btw, nice picture right? I took it! LOL!

Da, Me, Cwoon and Ruey! Nice pic?

Us acting silly and LiRuey trying to be cute I guess.. haha is it working?

Before you ask any questions, NO, they are SOOOOOOO not a couple! They act cute and all.. (note: ACT) but that's about it! That's PS on the left and Ruey on the right. Btw, I like the new hairstyle girl!

PS and Me! :) My skills of handling a cameraphone is good right? lol.. I like that light effect goin on here but I think I look kinda weird..

Da, PS, Ruey and Fei

Me, Ruey and Kiat.. We ordered 4 boxes of Pizza and around 13 of us went over to his house to hang out! great day indeed! plus, it's not in the pictures but they boozed it up.. :P

Some really bad/sad news.

2006-09-04T16:53:00.000+08:00

It's come to my attention that Steve Irwin of the 'Crocodile Hunter' had passed away yesterday due to a stingray barb to his heart. It's a sad ending to such a wonderful and energetic man! He left us with awe and wonder towards the world surrounded by nature and no one can deny that he had accomplished a lot in his 44 years of life.

Lastly, my condolences goes to Steve's family. The world lost one of their most liked and great celebrity. I'll definitely miss the sounds of his Aussie filled slangs of 'Crickey' and 'She's a beauty'. Sigh...

To read more, click on the this link to MSNBC.

Let's have a moment of silence.

Here's the news on Tv...

Gah! I'm out of ideas... hmm.. spaghetti... football.. buffy... eliza... Kxin...

OUR NEWEST RENAISSANCE CHOIR 2 VIDEO PRODUCTION.

Cherry Tree: The Musical - Behind the scenes

To Lim Chia Woon

ALL THE HARDWORK!!

Hahaa.. I may regret posting this up..

Back from Perhentian!

When a blog runs into a wall of bricks..

Pleasure vs. Happiness?

Miss, mana IC?

Feeling Competitive?!?! Try this out for a change!

Two 'overaged' kids visiting an oversized aquarium.. and had tonnes of fun!

Lydia's threat!! Gahhh!!

Video of our performance

Here's more pictures!

A TOUCH OF SHANGHAI...

CELEBRATION!!

When moms TAKE OVER!!

Happy Belated Valentine's Day everyone...

I don't wanna miss a thing...

A really crazy day! hehe..

GAHH!! Internet connection down!

Hehe.. More pictures 13/1/07

A new year..!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN! 26th December

Finally, after days of procrastinating... the POST bout Bentong Student Division Training Camp '06.. Actually, only on the preparations!

Hehee... Being very vain again.

Simple pleasures in life...

A wrap up

Notice..

A short video...

KL International Buskers' Festival - Press Release

KL International Buskers' Festival - Buskers' Grand Parade

KLIBF (Pictures #2)

KLIBF Preparations (Pictures!)

KL International Buskers' Festival! Yeahhh!!

Pretty Busy Week

What the heck?!? Tagged again.. Lyds, evil!

Tagged by Lyds for 4 things!

STAR Prom.. GO! Go? No?

In a moment of uncertainty...

Childhood - Sesame Street

Uh oh.. Blogger's Block again??

Mourning.. A day of silence.

BBQ night.

Bunch of nutters in Shah Alam!

Emcee-ing Soka Family Day

The heebie jeebies

A little more push... and i'll go over.

Look at what I see...

PICTURES! PICTURES!! heehehe..

My newfound sense of respect for the Dixie Chicks

OMg.. haha i rewatched this again!

Tagged by Lyds

A day in the life..

Boredom + Camera + Software

This post, is dedicated to my cousins.. feel the love ya'll.. I'm the luckiest person in the world! hehe...

Tomato and Lettuce! PG-13...

Tired, Fatigue, Joy, Success and Despair.

Hmmmm... Hahaa.. very lazy to update!

Mentholatum Youth Apprentice Prize Ceremony 17/10/06

Alohaween 06?!! *sneak preview* - Finished

My.. My... Hectic doesn't cover it!

What stress, 2 hours of sleep and a horrible paper can do to you

Mooncake Festival Party - at Dennis, Diana, Jess and Victoria's!

Another Wedding!

Hehe...This post might be a bit boastful!

the rain falls...

Video Premiere!

Brian's first Violin!

Introducing Bloggers #1

Oohhh.. this sounds fun :) camwhoring competition!

I'm going to admit something embarrassing...

One of many firsts

KL International Busker's Festival '06!!!!

Ah... Relaxing...

Fusion Fiesta 2006

The things I learned...

Looking at a day of sales...

Many Birthday Wishes to My dearest Cousin!

Alohaween 06?!! sneak preview - Finished